If you smile all the time, people wonder what you're up to! hahaheehe!

you really need to put trigger in your title with the cutting references you have in your posts. that is very upsetting to a lot of ppl that are fighting the urge to do that everyday and are able to stop doing that. i don't mean to sound so harsh but you have to think of others here as well!!!!!!!! i am sorry you are having such a hard time but have you seen a dr? have you looked for a therapist? there was a very long thread the other day with tons of suggestions for you, have you explored any of them? i really hope you try some of these things and that you are able to find one that helps you.

Sorry, didnt realise I had to do the trigger thing, not been here long. :(

Ive not tried any yet, dont have any free time off until next monday.

Will see what I can fit in then.

I dont know what i can say in this situation,,because i feel the same some times...and,,in my case,,i runaway from that by SLEEPING,, :)

tis ok. just please remember the trigger thing now, ok? and good, i really hope you do find something that helps.

Ive noticed not everyone uses the Trigger thing btw.

How would I therefore have titled my post?

well, if they aren't ppl should be. an example would be "stuck at work - could trigger" something like that. i hope that helps.

so why do you feel so blah? don't you like your job?

I love my job...im good at it as well lol.

Just the kinda slump im in I guess.

Was bored and figured would post, didnt expect the carfuffle tho hehe.

Also for daisylou's reply, "smile for too long and too often people think your a bit weird" :P

Ive been quiet here figured would increase my activity, seems to help a friend of mine, figured could help me.

sorry, just that one hits a nerve for me too. usually is a good place. i know your friend hense why i would be shocked if you didn't like your job. lol.

really?

she can be quite forceful when she wants to be.

Scary in person as well :P

could be good for you. lol! she is lovely. i am glad she stands up for what she believes in.

Yeah, I wouldnt change her for the world.

Well, maybe things to make her happier etc as she deserves it as well.

She is sooooo lucky at pool.

Enough about her, she probably get me into trouble for talking about her.

Back to the grind. :(

Listening to Dragonheart to the stars, awesome piece of music.