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HAVE U EVER HAD ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHEN UR ANGRY AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ? I HAVING ONE OF THOSE TODAY ! MY BEST GUY FRIEND AKA MY EX AND HIS GIRL JUST FOUND OUT THAT SHE IS PREGNANT- SO SHE CALLS ME AND I JUMP UP AND DOWN WITH HER AND SAY YAY ! AND ALL THAT STUFF AND TELL HER HOW GREAT IT IS ..... CONGRATS ALL THE USUAL STUFF..... SO NOW NOT ONLY DOES SHE HAVE MY EX WHO IS A GREAT GUY , NOW SHE IS HAVING HIS BABY-AND HE IS ASKING HER TO MARRY HIM THIS WEEK WHEN HE GETS THE RING BACK FROM THE STORE.... SO ON THE OUTSIDE I'M SMILING - BUT THE GREEN EYED MONSTER ( JEALOUSY ) HAS GOT ME SCREAMING ON THE INSIDE- WHY DO SOME PEOPLE HAVE ALL THE LUCK ? ! I GOT MAD AT WALMART EMPLOYEES- LOOKED AT ALL OF THEM IN A DISGRUNTLED WAY AND MUMBLED TO MYSELF U STUPID IDIOTS SHOULD LOOK AT MY APPLICATION AND HIRE ME BITCH ! I AM JUST SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW ! THE MAN I LOVE IS 17 HOURS AWAY, NOBODY WILL HIRE ME AND I'M STUCK IN MY SIS HOUSE UP HER ASS ALL THE TIME AND I CAN'T GET AWAY- I FEEL LIKE A PRISONER TRAPPED ON A DESERT ISLAND AND EVER TIME I COME CLOSE TO GETTING BACK TO CIVILIVATION - BOOM SOMETHING COMES ALONG TO DESTROY MY CHANCES ! FEELS LIKE EVERYONE AROUND ME IS ENGAGED, PREGNANT OR MARRIED AND I WANT TO BE HAPPY FOR THEM- BUT I'M JUST PISSED CAUSE MY LIFE IS FALLING APART ! I CAN'T SLEEP ANYMORE AND MUSIC IS MY ONLY COMFORT.... SO I'D LIKE TO SHARE THIS SONG WITH YOU ..... "SOMEONE ELSE'S STAR" BY BRYAN WHITE THIS IS HOW I FEEL
ALONE AGAIN TONIGHT
WITHOUT SOMEONE TO LOVE
THE STARS ARE SHINING BRIGHT
SO ONE MORE WISH GOES UP
OH, I WISH I MAY
AND I WISH WITH ALL MY MIGHT
FOR THE LOVE I'M DREAMING OF AND MISSING IN MY LIFE
YOU'D THINK THAT I COULD FIND A TRUE LOVE OF MY OWN
IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
TO PEOPLE THAT I KNOW
THEIR WISHES ALL COME TRUE
SO I'VE GOT TO BELIEVE
THERE'S STILL SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO
IS MEANT FOR ONLY ME
I GUESS I MUST BE WISHIN ON SOMEONE ELSE'S STAR
SEEMS LIKE SOMEONE ELSE KEEPS GETTING
WHAT I'M WISHIN FOR
WHY CAN'T I BE AS LUCKY AS THOSE OTHER PEOPLE ARE
I SIT HERE IN THE DARK AND STARE UP AT THE SKY
BUT I CAN'T GIVE MY HEART
ONE GOOD REASON WHY EVERYWHERE I LOOK
ITS LOVERS THAT I SEE
SEEMS LIKE EVERYONES IN LOVE WITH EVERYONE BUT ME.....
THE ONLY THING I HAVE GOOD IN MY LIFE ARE MY FRIENDS AND DS FAMILY- I HAVE 2 OF THE MOST AMAZING WOMEN WHO I'VE NOT YET MET IN PERSON BUT HAVE THE HONOR OF CALLING MY ADOPTED BIG SISTERS AND THEY LIFT ME UP WHEN I'M DOWN AND LAUGH WITH ME WHEN I'M HAPPY AND I COULDN'T ASK FOR BETTER PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ...... I LOVE U JEN AND KAREN ! AS FAR AS MY LOCAL FRIENDS I'M SUPPORTING THEM AND I GET NONE IN RETURN ..... SO I GUESS THAT CAN ONLY MEAN ITS PITY PARTY TIME- HAND ME A SHOT OF STUPID AND A GLASS OF LOSER TO GO PLEASE............ :( AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
ALONE AGAIN TONIGHT
WITHOUT SOMEONE TO LOVE
THE STARS ARE SHINING BRIGHT
SO ONE MORE WISH GOES UP
OH, I WISH I MAY
AND I WISH WITH ALL MY MIGHT
FOR THE LOVE I'M DREAMING OF AND MISSING IN MY LIFE
YOU'D THINK THAT I COULD FIND A TRUE LOVE OF MY OWN
IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
TO PEOPLE THAT I KNOW
THEIR WISHES ALL COME TRUE
SO I'VE GOT TO BELIEVE
THERE'S STILL SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO
IS MEANT FOR ONLY ME
I GUESS I MUST BE WISHIN ON SOMEONE ELSE'S STAR
SEEMS LIKE SOMEONE ELSE KEEPS GETTING
WHAT I'M WISHIN FOR
WHY CAN'T I BE AS LUCKY AS THOSE OTHER PEOPLE ARE
I SIT HERE IN THE DARK AND STARE UP AT THE SKY
BUT I CAN'T GIVE MY HEART
ONE GOOD REASON WHY EVERYWHERE I LOOK
ITS LOVERS THAT I SEE
SEEMS LIKE EVERYONES IN LOVE WITH EVERYONE BUT ME.....
THE ONLY THING I HAVE GOOD IN MY LIFE ARE MY FRIENDS AND DS FAMILY- I HAVE 2 OF THE MOST AMAZING WOMEN WHO I'VE NOT YET MET IN PERSON BUT HAVE THE HONOR OF CALLING MY ADOPTED BIG SISTERS AND THEY LIFT ME UP WHEN I'M DOWN AND LAUGH WITH ME WHEN I'M HAPPY AND I COULDN'T ASK FOR BETTER PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ...... I LOVE U JEN AND KAREN ! AS FAR AS MY LOCAL FRIENDS I'M SUPPORTING THEM AND I GET NONE IN RETURN ..... SO I GUESS THAT CAN ONLY MEAN ITS PITY PARTY TIME- HAND ME A SHOT OF STUPID AND A GLASS OF LOSER TO GO PLEASE............ :( AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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Hands you a Big cramy cake and a well done for having a vent oh and a {{hugs}}
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{{{Huge Hugs}}} you are not stupid, nor are you a loser. This is a tough situation, and you have every right to be feeling a bit sorry for yourself. Congrats on handling it so well on the outside.
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being envious is something we all feel at times..... try real hard to get over it and think more about yourself and what you want and be patient....there are good things out there for you too.
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How many places have you tried to get hired at? I dont mean to pry but I have alot of experiance in the temp areas, I may be able to give some good advice, PM me if you like. Let me know if I can help. FoxMom
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Have you tried signing up with several temp agencies? They find work for you. Sometimes it's day to day, but at least that brings in money. Other times, it's temp to perm and you get benefits.
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I love you so much Brandi
RockNMetalChic
Love you too Jen ! but life is misery- i want to escape my life without dying- i just want to have the good luck everyone around me seems to have and the life they lead - just the simple happy life !!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh!
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-8cuWBzZzs
RockNMetalChic
ok.......... so are u sayin i can do better r that u are better than me? i'm confused
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I am right there with you just posted my own "alone forever" pity party...... wish I had some booze!!!!!
RockNMetalChic
i need my friggin star to make a wish on right now ! where the heck is it- if anyone has it- return it to the rocknmetalchic .... c/o DS P.O. BOX 123456789- YES I HAVE COMPLETELY LOST MY MIND FOLKS ITS HAPPENED BRANDI HAS FLIPPED HER LID.....
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