Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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soulnik
soulnik
I've been carrying my sleeping pills around with me for over a week. Today I left them at home by accident. I wish I hadn't . I want to take them all right now. I want to die.

Everyone thinks just because I come to work and fake it well that I'm doing ok but I'm not. I can't do this anymore. I just can't.
deleted_user
deleted_user
You can do it. And OD'ing on sleeping pills depending on the kind probably wont kill you just wack your liver or something. Be thankful you forgot them today.

You can always talk to me, work is hard, it is really hard to go to a job you dont like or enjoy and do something. I have invested my whole life into this job, and the highlight of my day is coming over to DS and talking to you people. You are never alone.

Good Luck
deleted_user
deleted_user
Please call a crisis line or a family member. Its not good to have these thoughts when you are alone.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Soul

I feel your pain, believe me! I do the same here at work and every minute I say the same thing.."I can't do it anymore". I REALLY KNOW how you feel. It HURTS so bad! Will you be around to talk tonight? I will be logged on tonight if you want to talk. I want you to know that I CARE ABOUT YOU, even though I haven't met you. We both share in this Pain and nobody understands unless they have gone through it. We all NEED each other here!!

LOTS OF HUGS!!! ~Nay
violetmist
violetmist
We do all need each other here. I would be lost
without this group. My own mother will never know my pain.Hugs to all, lori
china70
china70
I know this depression can make us so miserable. Its hard to live with especially when our loved ones dont understand it. Its frustrating i know, every morning i hate i have to live another day of misery. I some how force myself to get through it. Please dont take those pills im trying to get that off my mind myself. Hugs to you and know here on ds we understand what your feeling.
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