I felt like this yesterday....I am sorry for the pain you are experiencing. It is so hard to deal with especially when others do not understand. Seek Counseling, talk it out....don't just depend on meds to help. There is something at the root of our depression and it needs to be dealt with before we can begin to heal... I will say a prayer for you

We all have days like this. You just have to hold on. Things will get better.

I hope the fact you actually have other people in your life will give you reason not to give in to this.

I've seen many of your posts, you are a very kind, compassionate and caring person, you reach out to help others in spite of your own issues.

The world would be a poorer place without you!!

(((((((very gentle hugs)))))))))))

I know how you feel but things can change. Just hold on and see. Big Hugs

I am hanging on....I don't want to but I am.....seems like ive been hanging on alot lately...and im sick of it...

Me too ... hanging on for years now. Can't leave; can't stay.

We need more doctors ending their lives, not patients. Try to hang in there and don't believe anything negative...except that doctors are morons and that could be from inbreeding. You have been through a lot and the rainbow can't be too far from reach at this point.

Oh my goodness!!!! The people in your life just might be the "crazy"
persons, NOT you!!!!!!
Sometimes I think those of us that have feelings are the Ok ones.
Please, take care of you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also, those cats need YOU, not someone else.

I feel like that quite often, actually do right now. But we did the right thing by getting on here for support and hope. So try to see the good you have in the now, and dont worry about anything else.