Please don't harm yourself. There are people who care, and I care. Be open and truthful to your mom about how you feel. It takes courage, which I know you have, because you have reached out to us. I will be praying my friend. Please send another message and let us know how you are doing.

It can be hard to get attention but for pity's sake make sure you say something and that you don't give up. If you kill yourself she will have 40 years of shame, guilt and pain as she thinks about all the clues she missed and what she wishes she had done.

So make sure you tell her. Just say it. But make sure she can hear it. Ok? Take her a cup of coffee or whatever and say you have something very important to talk about but very hard to say.

Agreed, talk to your mom about it. DON'T keep this a secret, and DON'T take your own life.

You must talk to your Mom and tell her exactly how you are feeling and that you feel like you need to get help. Please do not harm yourself.

By killing yourself, you're going to kill your mom. Don't do it.

I understand its hard to tell your family how you are feeling on the inside. Shes your mom id just talk to her. Let her know how you feel and that you want to get help. She loves you and will do anything to help you

Please do talk with your mom and give her the opportunity to help you. It can be difficult to prepare to tell someone how you are feeling and often it is better to express yourself at your first moment. In your case I recommend talking with her as soon as possible. Maybe express to her that you need to have an important conversation with her and that you would like her to be in a place where you can both give your undivided attention. She loves you. You deserve to feel good and she can help you through this. The two of you will have a stronger bond