I have been on this board of late and job hunt and finances, and some realization of aspberger's syndrome = a very bad 2007 and an equally worse 2008. I have no health insurance - cannot afford it - a buncha little debt that I cannot pay off and some tax issues ahead. The stress on my spouse affects me too and I often find myself walking and beating my chest in the hope that I will simply have a heart attack and be done with all of this. I feel worthless most of the time as a provider and stable attitude is fragile. My thoughts are turning darker every day.
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