Please understand that you will start to feel better,..it will take time,..but you won't always feel the way you feel now,..this is temporary,..what is causing you to feel as though you can't take another breath?

seriously i tell you one thing a failed suicide attempt is probably worse than just trying to stick it out, its actually quite hard to kill yourself quietly that is and if you dont your going to be giving the person who finds you post traumatic stress for the rest of their lives coz they find your dead body. sounds harsh but suicide is pretty harsh. i only say this with failed attempts myself made me realise how much i was affecting others, my friend her dad commited suicide and the trauma on people aint good to live should have your on reasons to want to live but when you get to this point i reckon thinking of others helps go no this is a bad idea.

Re-set the date and not going to change my mind.

At least tell us whats going on with you. We may have some insight or knowledge that could aide you.

What is you problems, what have you tried, whats standing in your way? Have you seen a doctor?

How old are you? Do you have a job or go to school? Tell us about yourself.

I'm sure this is hard to believe right now, but you are important to me. You are a human just like me and losing you will have a huge impact on your friends and family and all the people on this board.

So please please please, tell us whats happening. Don't kill yourself. Its a permanent solutions to a temporary problem.

Get to a hospital emergency room if you cannot find anything else you can do. Tell them why you are there.

I would be personally bereft if the world lost a note of your music. I haven't even had a chance to hear you play. I would like to someday.

Think of the pure, sweet note of your flute and remember when you do that YOU created that. That shows your power and that shows that you can effect your life postively.

Keep posting. Keep talking and get the help FAST! I am looking forward to hearing your music.

You are being prayed for right now, too.

ENJ

I promised I was not suicidal so...

When I talked about killing myself, my sister told me it would ruin her life if I did. She wasn't exaggerating. I'm sure that losing you would ruin your mom's life, and the lives of other people who care about you. I don't think you want your last action to be to hurt them. Please get help. No matter how much you feel like you don't matter, you do.

this is true. you are far more important to other people than you may realize.

But all that aside, you need to get professional help. It will do wonders for you. I went from a state of constant panic and sadness to feeling normal and seeking healthy behavior. I found myself laughing hysterically when i saw a video on youtube yesterday.

You Will Get Well. Its not a guess or a question, its a fact. Hang in there.

I don't know if I can. :(

i think when i'm at my lowest point if it can get any lower ? it only gets better from there ...
talk to me .

believe me. you can hold on. You;ve had the strength to hold on this long, you only need to hold on a bit more.

you need to see a psychiatrist and possibly get some medicine. I thought i wouldnt be able to make it. But when i took the correct medicine things got alot better within the first few days. After that it was an upward spiral.

before i got help, i couldnt think, eat or even walk around without having a panic attack. First thing i noticed, was my panic attacks became softened. By the end of the first week, the panic was gone, and i could think properly again. The second week stopped the black whole depression spikes.

Start treatment right away, and be patient. You will notice huge advances at first and then you will slowly reach normal levels. But the first advances really boost you confidence at the efficacy of the treatment.

See a doctor. Tommorow. Make it happen, you will be happy you did within a week or two.

When is the date? Ican be here totalk to you all day that day.

Today, Jan.15,2010

I don't know. :'(

it is a beautiful day today. Go outside and just scream as loud as you can. Jumping is not a good thing to do. I hope you can get some rl support. You hav e been thinking about this for a long long time.