You are only 18, to cut your life short may mean you never get to experience the joy there is to be had in life.
I see on your profile that you play flute, dance ballet and swim. That is some talent you have and if you jump, it will be wasted. There is so much life has to give, it is not all pain and hurt. I know its hard to see that but they say its darkest before the dawn, that has to mean something.
Keep fghting the good fight

why? it really can get better. what is going on?

I understand the feelings you are having. I think it all to often. Depression is really rough for some of us.

I really wish if you've planned it that you would go to the hospital and get help. You can do inpatient while they try to find a better med for you. I know meds don't fix it all but it might be enough to help you manage a bit better. I think therapy can help too. I know they have coverage for certain periods of time in Ontario.

People care about you and would miss you.

I set a date, but that was two years ago now. I know it's tough. Sometimes I wish I had followed through and sometimes I'm thankful that I didn't because I would be missing the life I have now with great friends and a good school, partying, playing, working. There's always something to look forward to or even to live for.
Depression often always makes it seems like there is nothing to live for but I hope you do find something

it is to unreal to be true. If its the truth i wish you hope. if its a pile of crap jump in it.

Hey, sorry I have not been around. But I am here always. We all are. Reach out a hand. If that's too hard, we will grab your hand at the ledge. I feel like I should have been keeping in contact but I have been overly selfish recently.

Many hugs and good will.

From your profile I see that you beleive in God and if you beleive in God then you cannot kill yourslef, you know that. Hell on earth is only till we die, but hell after death is forever. If you want to kill yourself now then that means you have hit rock bottom and the only way to go is up!!! so things have to turn around soon... What is so bad that you would want to give up fighting?

still considering it :(

Sweetie, you don't know how many people love you and care about you, even if they have never met you. Just seeing your message brought me to tears. I can tell you are hurting, but there is a big, wonderful, challenging world out there.... don't miss out on it. (((hugs))

Considering it is an improvement from the definate of 'Ive set a date'
Count the little victories

you gotta see a psychiatrist right away. Treat your suicidality aggressively. The doctors can really help alot. Every person i know who survived a suicide attempt are so thankful they failed after they get well.

i would wake up in the middle of the night in a hot sweat feverishly thinking about killing myself to stop the pain. But i got treatment and I'm far away from those dark thoughts now.

You have to tell someone important about how you feel.

Actually going to do it. I'm so sorry. :'(

I am so sorry you feel that you have no other recourse,..but you are making a big mistake,..There is nothing we can do to stop you from hurting yourself,..we are helpless in that respect,..but we can keep talking to you,..We urge you to go the the ER or call 911 immediately,...
I tried to kill myself 2 years ago,..but I failed and was left with brain damage,..please don't end up like me or worse,..Talk to us,....

this is a really old post. are u ok?

No, i'm not.