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Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Screw it

sealion
sealion

I'm so fucked up. I don't even know what to do anymore. I can't to anything without my thoughts being present. Every single fucking day. Everyone says your life will come together piece by piece and row by row but I have no clue where the fucking pieces go. I want a life...I want my baggage to disapear. I don't know what to do I'm alone I'm always there for other people but who the hell is there for me. I have been alone supporting others and I'm sick of it I want a life I don't want to be alone anymore. But I'm too fucked up for anyone to handle me and the pain I carry and might pass to others. I was alone before now I'm alone now and I'll be alone tomorrow. I'm this fucking close. To what I have no fucking clue but who cares about that anyway. Who cares. Why care. No one cares.

OLDBIKER
OLDBIKER
I'm here if you need to vent or whatever. Sorry you're feeling down.
Community LeaderWanderingVet
WanderingVet
Your profile says you are 15. Is that true?? We people on DS want to help each other as much as we can. I see you are uhm, well, miserable. If you can give us some details, maybe we can be helpful.
sweetiepie212121
sweetiepie212121
I have felt the way you do for many years of my life until I met my current partner who accepts my flaws. I still get bad depression sometimes.

You are perfect the way you are. Some people will help you. I think cbt will be good for you; it teaches a new way to think. I am starting cbt soon with high hopes.
eli_mom
eli_mom
I’m sorry you are feeling so down. Try to talk to your school counselor and I hope you will get the help you need to feel better.

Try to connect with your local church. They provide life group for all ages that can help you not to feel alone and less lonely. I pray that you will stay strong and not give up. Please stay in the forum, we are here for you. God bless.
Toughassteele
Toughassteele
Sending hugs your way. I know the feeling and it's hard I try to think of something positive or happy thoughts. Your are doing the right thing by coming here. We are here to support you in anyway we can. Thinking of you
Bobby5000
Bobby5000
Just try to do what you can. Don't set expectations based upon what others do. Just try to do a few things, perhaps school work, etc. You may have a lot of challenges and don't try to surmount them at one time.
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