unfortunately we can't run away from ourselves. I know you must be hurting inside. What's going on? I'm hear to listen. Hugz Susu

I am just a complete failure I hate myself.

Do you need to talk? Has something happened or is it just the time of year that seems to be getting to you, and a lot of others.? The problem is that there is no where to run because the devil follows us everywhere we go. I can hear your suffering so what can we do to help you? You are never alone here. Hugs

I'm just so tired, of being a big fat zero I just hate me cause I'm always cranky, I want to not be here anymore

I'm sorry you're feeling so down on yourself. We are all here for you if you want to talk more. Are you taking medication for the depression? Are you in therapy? These things might help.

I'm on meds , I used to be in therapy went through two councillors but felt I cod never get out what was really going on. I felt as though the last one would laugh when I talked about things and they other only talked about her own life alot I know of someone else who said the same thing about her. I don't feel like talking to people helps I only get told other people are worse off or have problems too( I know that already). I notice if I go past or for get a dose I go further down then I always am so I know I need them probably for life. I just wish my life could end I'm tired and lonely and am ediot. When o cross streets I don't even care ti be careful anymore if they hit ne it be for the best.

But no matter where you go, there you are. You have made a start on sharing what is going on. Tell us more, and maybe we will be able to suggest something!!! Help is available!!!

You have me to talk to.....
I 've been thru it all and more.
I 'm not exactly in good space now but I 'm here.
We could wail together.
I feel useless - fat - and hopeless.
Talk to me.

O INVIS MY FRIEND HUN YOUVE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT LATELY!!!,

WE ON DS CAN SEE WHAT A LOVELY WOMAN YOU ARE!!! PLZ PLZ BE CAREFUL HONEY SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE N MANY HUGS [[[ REMEMBER YOU ARE WORTH IT!!! ]]] ITS THE DAMN DEPRESSION THAT TALKS STAY STRONG XXOO DC...

I even tried group therapy and then they went and switched days so I couldn't go anymore. Why do they play so much Christmas music everywhere don't they it's hard on alot of people, I am so close to tears lately but can't seem to even cry. I thankful that I have this place and all of you to hang with u are all very strong special people.