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Ghostwolf04
Ghostwolf04

Today is my dad's birthday. It's been almost 15 years since he died. I've been so lonely since.


Yesterday I got screamed at alot. There was nothing wrong and my fiance went into hysterics. Something is going on with him. Idk if it's another woman or a friend or a family member. But he talks to someone alot then has mood swings. He doesn't communicate with me. My mom has been acting disoriented. I think it's her meds.


Mom told me this morning that I need to move out. Even tho she doesn't own the house and knows I can't afford to pay for 2 houses and a farm.


I'm sick of having to be the dad in my family. I miss my dad.

shadowlady
shadowlady
Im sorry about your dad. That is a tremendous loss ( I revently experienced it). Im also sorry about the other issues you're dealing with. Life seems much harder when you're experiencing grief, doesn't it? Please do not stay in an abusive relationship of any kind. Prayers.
veggiequeen
veggiequeen
Sorry about all you are dealing with. I often find myself thinking of my parents too. Birthdays, holidays and anniversaries make it much harder. The fact that your mom continues to tell you to move out when you are footing the bill is just wrong. Couldn't you just live on the farm? (or whichever home you want to be in? She continues to make life miserable for you... maybe just let her discover what she will deal with without your help. And as for him... if he is still not working and you are footing most of his bills, then he needs to step up... or out too. You are far too young to be stuck caring for others who do nothing for themselves and don't appreciate it. Trust me... I know. Been there , done that I wasted 20 years (and am currently on the path to losing 20 more. . I send good thoughts and prayers your way. Kim
Flashreturns
Flashreturns
Can you clarify your living arrangements? Who pays the rent where you live now ?
Is the financee still off drugs and sorting himself out ? I think you are great. You do too much for both of them so I'd be weary of taking either of them seriously
OLDBIKER
OLDBIKER
I understand your feelings for your dad. My dad was my best friend. It took me years to realize that. Usually, when your fiance or boyfriend screams at you, there is reason to wonder what's going on. He could be under some type of stress or, he may be dealing with some type of guilt that he doesn't know how to handle. As far as your mom wanting you to move out. easier said that done, right? It's hard for 2 women to be in the same household. I've seen clashes like this before. You need to sit down with your mom and find out why she wants you out and explain to her how financially impossible that may be for you. As far as your fiance is concerned. It sounds like there is an underlying problem somewhere. You need to find out what that is and get it straightened out. It's not good that you live under these current conditions.
invisablefriend
invisablefriend
Maybe your bf is doing drugs again.
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