I am sorry to hear about your loss and the way you feel. Hope how you are feeling now can change soon. Unfortunately people around us, even those who care about us, can't actually always show it or be there for us when we need them. Try not to take it personally or let it hurt you deeply. I know it's easier said than done, but you are young, and if you start now there is a much better chance you carry this attitude for life. I know how hard and disappointing it can feel right now, but it will get better for sure. Also you sound like a very sensitive person, sorry if i am wrong here, but when you are very sensitive you can feel pain more deeply and painfully than other personality types and analyse people's actions more than others, If you relate to this term and think it applies to you, there are some strategies which can help in general. Like reminding yourself that how someone react isn't your fault or something you have done necessarily, it is possibly due what they they are going through in that moment. If you can convince yourself of that it can save you a lot of sleepless nights and sadness. There are some personality tests you can do too, to find out what type you are, they are fun and can help take mind off problems, a healthy distraction.. when you figure out your weaknesses and strengths, eventually it becomes easier to handle what life throws your way. Wishing you happiness and a long lasting peace

I am going to share these links, hope you find them useful.

https://www.truity.com/test/type-finder-personality-test-new

https://www.mbtionline.com/?utm_source=MBF&utm_medium=link&utm_campaign=online

https://highlysensitiverefuge.com/highly-sensitive-person-signs/

You are never alone. We are all here for you and we will listen. Outs tough sometimes i know but you still have purpose and you still matter don't ever doubt that. And don't be afraid to reach out to any of us. You will never be a burden i promise

I’m sorry about the loss of your family member. It’s times like these you realize who your true friends are. Stay strong and positive and this is a good community. It will be ok and it’s alright to be in pain.

So sorry to hear about your loss my friend. Losing someone you love is always tough. It seems like you're going through a lot right now -lots of emotions in so many areas. I may not be able to comprehend everything that you're going through but do know that there is always someone who cares for you. When I don't know how to feel, I always find it helpful to talk with someone so they can help me unravel my thoughts. Although it seems like your family and friends may be too busy, have you considered talking to a counselor? A counselor is just an educated person who can help us unravel how we feel and think -something to consider. May you find some light when there seems to be no light. Blessings to you!

So sorry to hear of the loss of your family member. The isolation promoted by the stay at home orders and the loneliness that you are feeling sound like an awful combination. Have you been able to speak to a counselor? I know that several in our area have gone to zoom meetings and telephone counseling until the stay at home orders are complete. Also, have you considered joining a grief support group? Griefshare is one that I am familiar with, but I am sure that there are others in your area that may be helpful. Speaking with a counselor definitely was helpful for me in dealing with the loss of my brother in law, perhaps you will find it to be helpful too?

Hey, I'm a senior too It gets tough, I know we don't know each other but let me be there. Message me whenever things get tough. Oblivion knows with the senior year stress we have to be there for one another. If you want to message me somewhere else, my insta is the same as my username. I have shaved hair so it'll be easy to find.