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And I don't want you to give up, you're so powerful, suicide cannot take your power. You need your power for a good life, you deserve it, even if you're going through hell, you still deserve a peaceful life. I'm here for you if you ever need. <3
I think simple personal integrity requires that if we top ourselves, we at least go out with some manners, and not as some kind of front page spread our family has to live down or using a tool they have to regret purchasing.
Any tiny level of consideration or love would involve us telling our family what we were going to do and letting them get used to the idea. Letting them state their objections. Hearing them out. Anything else is an act of the utmost cruelty which I have no regard for at all.
So if you're going to top yourself:
Make sure your affairs are in order.
Make sure you have clean underwear on.
Make sure you don't owe anybody any money
And make sure you say goodbye to everyone who needs closure. That's your mother, your father, your brothers and sisters.
Anything else is just plain rude.
It’s not worth dying over, you’ve still go a ways to go before the end approaches.