I was afraid this would happen. Over the spring I had to socalize with people on a daily basis for college and did my best to be around for my few friends. Over the summer it was the same thing but now that I have a few weeks to myself before fall semester I feel isolated. Like I just quit some kind of heavy drugs cold turkey. I feel lost, afraid for no reason and I'm starting to go back to my shy ways of barely talking or going outside. I'm doing my best to force myself out the door to at least go for walks or use the apartments swimming pool but whenever I see people or large crowdsI lose my voice and feel like running and hiding like I did in high school. I still see some friends on occassion but whenever I head back home to my apartment the lonliness and depression hit me once I sit down. I don't understand why I'm feeling this way, I was doing so well during school and now its like my brain decided it hates being alone with my thoughts. I'm looking to get a part time job but so far no luck and I'm trapped at home.