Hey there I'm sorry that you have to deal with the things going on in your life. I have depression and anxiety and I know how it feels to feel like to have no one there for you and it sucks I wish I could have the perfect things to say but I'm here and we can support each other and hear about each other's lives and what we've been through I'm always here and lvoe to talk to you and to anyone wanting company because feeling alone and unworthy is a terrible feeling and I know how it feels I'm here for you.

Hey, you are not failing in life. In life you cannot fail. You only learn and the reason why you failed suicide is because you want to live. You know life is worth it. You are young, you have much to grow and develop so start early, this is but a small ingredient in the recipe of your life. One day you will look back and smile you even contemplated ending your life.

Go on youtube and search for a guided meditation that helps you out. Find something new to try. Do guided meditations 3 times a day, do some positive affirmations all in youtube. You will be working on yourself while going through this and it will indeed get better. I tell you out of my own experience. You are stronger than you give yourself credit. You are powerful and you are useful to this world, though you may not know why. You strive to know and you seek, keep on seeking and you shall find. This sounds like a lot but take one thing at a time. Remember that you can feel this way and allow it to take you over or you can feel this way and try your best to fight it. The only difference in those 2 is that by fighting it you are trying. And you are trying because something in you knows it is worth it. Don't ask why, the answer will come to you when you are ready. One thing that helped me was making it seem I was a protagonist of a story and all this shit I was going through was a storm and obstacles and I would fall but keep on fighting. And I am that hero that tries to find glory and treasure, and true love. But you got to fight for it first and venture deep within yourself to gain the upper hand on the enemy that is depression and anxiety and PTSD

I will thank you

I'm so sorry you are struggling and I'm so glad you decided to reach out for support. As a survivor of suicide, I would ask that you please stop hurting yourself. As a survivor, I wish I could tell my brother how much he is loved and how much he is missed. He suffered from things none of us really understood, but he never let us in so we couldn't help. That is so very painful. Have you expressed your feelings to your family? Do you have a counselor you can talk with? Can you confide and share with someone close to you? It might help to be able to talk to someone. You are loved and you are cared about. I will keep you in my prayers.

My therapist recommended this cause I have no one else to talk to

Welcome to this group.
I am sorry that you are in so much pain. Continue to talk with us here on this site. There are many people who are going through the same things you are going through so they can relate to you. You will make friends who are ready to talk to you and offer support. I struggle with depression and anxiety. Feel free to message me anytime and I will be happy to talk with you.