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I can feel my anger and tears building way up! At any time the well is gonna burst!! So I come home today in a pretty good mood knowing that taxes are on there way so I can worry less about bills this month. I call to see if the tax money has been placed onto my emerald card and nope. So i want to irs. gov and got a weird message. I call with the refernece number and mine was reprocessed so I have to wait till the end of the month now!!! Then my bank account was negative because a company took money out that was unarthorized to do so. We signed up for a gas saving card and realzied they sold my info and checked online and others are having the same issued. Got scammed. I know it was proabbly stupid of me to sign up but i listened to all they said and all the regulations. and well I needed money bad... To top it off our landlord is next door and we owe him money from last months rent 150 but was going to use taxes to pay him so its freakin AWSOME!!! I got a car payment due tommarow, thats when my check hits and I am soooo freakin sick worried hating how i have been dealt these cards....!!! I want to eat junk lay in bed. Cry sceam. I feel sick like i am not going to make it. why do i get over upset? why cant i handle this??
I was feeling less like a zombie less numb thee past couple of days and now it comes back and i am scared whats gonna happen next.
i am grateful for any support. this started out as a journal but i need a little support to get by before i lose my mind
I was feeling less like a zombie less numb thee past couple of days and now it comes back and i am scared whats gonna happen next.
i am grateful for any support. this started out as a journal but i need a little support to get by before i lose my mind
It sounds like you are going to have to borrow some cash until your refund gets in. Family, friend. friends? Obviously avoid fast cash places, but if the alternative is bouncing payments, you may have to eat a percentage. Call around. Explain it to your landlord in person. He's gonna have to wait 19 more days.
You got ripped off.
Lesson learned.
I hope you are able to work the finances out.
Annie
anger and tears building way up!
At any time the well is gonna burst!!
I am soooo freakin sick worried hating how i have been dealt these cards....!!!
I want to eat junk lay in bed.
Cry sceam.
I feel sick like i am not going to make it.
None of that will change anything. You have a CHOICE .. do all that, feel all that .. and get nowhere OR
explain to the landlord what happened and the money will come to him as soon as you receive it.
If your check 'hits' tomorrow and it is enough .. you can make your care pmt tomorrow. Problem solved.
As for the scam ... contact your State Attorney General and report what happened. You can probably do that ONLINE. That won't put the money back in your account .. but you will know more about what to do if you start there.
the point I am trying to make is BE GOOD TO YOURSELF. Do not beat on yourself over things that happen. THINGS HAPPEN .. and you NEVER deserve a 'beating' .. not even one from yourself. It does you NO GOOD ... so be kind to yourself, recover the best you can, the truth is best, and make arrangements in order to come out the other side the best you can.
Beating on yourself ONLY makes it worse than it has to be.
What we often see as complete catastrophes are often only uncomfortable and annoying as hell circumstances.
What you are going through sucks, but you are going to be fine. Scream into your pillow or pound on said pillow for a minute and then take a deep breath and start doing what you can to alleviate things.
Talk to your landlord and explain your situation to him. Let him know he'll get his money at the end of the month. (I know you do not feel like doing it and the conversation may be a bit stressful, but you will get through it and the earth will still be turning.)
If your check is not enough to cover your car payment, you can make the car payment at the end of the month. Your car is not likely to be repossessed in the next few weeks.)
Your money is coming. It has just been delayed...not denied. I know this is inconvenient for you, but you are going to be fine.
As one who had been homeless for two years up until last year, I have found that a person can live with and deal with a lot more than they believe or feel that they can. You are going to get through this. It is going to be okay.
I pray that the Lord will open up some doors for you.
Huggggggssssss to you.
*annie* I really dont have too much family to count on which is part of my stresses. Just got to keep fighting to survie. Thank u for the support.
*angel* thank u for the hug.. sending u one back