What's up?

Im miserable. I live in a prison with my stepfather and mother. My stefather is an ahole that i wish he would just disappear, my mom put up money for the house we live in but yet he claims its his, he doesn't help out, watches tv all damn day. Hes verbally abusive. My mom needs her teeth done or fixed and all he can go on about is his needs or wants, its his money tv we have to eat what he wants or its ww3.


I come home and i get horribly lonely cuz i have one friend here. This is painful to write thus but ive had it, will i ever be happy, experience everything i want. Im living with them due to financial situations but i have two interviews coming up.and my past trauma My mom sometimes although she doesn't mean harm will say hurtful things such as im not sufficient therefore i feel like a failure. Ive never thought about school or a career but im school right now but afraid i domt have what it takes. My dad i just found out is in jail. I go to the gym but not seeing results. I want love from a man but starting to think thats impossible. My credit needs repaired. Im so lost am i doomed to be 4ever miserable.

Could you possibly afford to move out and into an apartment with a roommate? It is hard to improve yourself while living in such a toxic environment. You are going to the gym, but have you made any diet changes? Doing both at the same time works best. Glad to hear you are in school to better your education. Good luck with your interviews.

Thanks, the thing is im afraid i wont be able to afford it and thanks to my irresponsible past my credit stinks, does anyone have any fix credit ideas