So sorry you don't feel well. I hope your life can brighten soon. You have a lot of good things going for you. I hope you can find some happiness soon. It is all around you.

hi, im sorry you are not feeling well...I am not sure what meds you are on, but if I were you I would research them and see if they can be the cause of increased depression or a change in your personality..
that is what happened to me..SO I started researching my medications. and yep...some can cause things to get worse or worse yet, even if you are better,,,you cant stop the meds cause of the withdrawals....I hope you can figure this out....IM me if you need support....I am here often.....and yes there is happiness all around its just hard to see when depression is set in......alice

thank you for your replys i on meds been on them 4 years now but just latly i dont think there working. i feel like everytime i pick myself up & be positive somthing happends to put me down. i feel like i been cursed or am a bad person. my depression makes me a not so popula person i feel like no 1 wants 2 chat 2 me as i never know what to say & my brain freezes & i get muddled.

I think asking your doctor about your medications would be a good idea...from what I've heard, sometimes they can stop working or need to be "tweaked" a bit...hoping that you can find comfort soon

Lovebug -- I had been on my prescription for years and it just doesn't work anymore. I was terrified of switching because at least I was at a point where I was not suicidal. I've been on the new meds for 2 weeks now. I can't honestly say I feel different, but just having taken the first step has helped given me hope.

You will be in my prayers -- best of luck!!

Prayers that you feel well soon.....

hope that u r ok.

You may need to switch meds. I had to switch 3 or 4 times to get one that worked for me, Sometimes out body builds a resistance to the one we are on and we have to switch to another one.

Another thing you must remember is that Depression is a cycler. It gets better for a while then comes back again. There are rollercoaster times when we feel better than others and then , there are times when we feel like we are at the bottom of the barrel.

I am a minister and I will gladly pray for you and trust that you will feel better.

so sorry you don't feel well and I agree that talking to your doctor would be a good idea

I do agree that it seems to me you need to switch meds.Talk to your doctor about it.
I hope you start feeling better soon.
Good luck friend.

Thank you all 4 ya replys. i been 2 doctors & hes put me on slow relise tablet 4 two weeks, then hes going 2 put me on a high dose till i feel ok, then got 2 stay on the high dose 4 a few years, wish i dident have 2 take tablets, i dont feel like the doctors know what 2 do with depression every doctor dose it diffrently. i can c depression being the biggist killer in a few years as its not studied. x

hugs love and prayers