Yes it can be extremely hard to be positive when you feel the world crashing in on and around you. I think this happens to most people, but I think we feel things more than others. Like depression is people who have too much emotion. The old expression that there’s people worse off than you. I think that a problem is a problem and that some can handle them better than others. I am always looking at the worst possible outcome but I’m also always looking for the silver lining. Today’s my Bday and I’m 40. That’s midlife crisis area on top of my depression and anxiety. But I’m still standing, and you know what there where some good times that where worth being around for. Sure there where probably more bad days than good. Probably more days that absolutely nothing happened good or bad. In reality it’s probably even good vs bad days, but I dwell on the bad days far to much and I think we all do. I don’t want to do that anymore. I can’t change the past but I can change the future. We all can change our future. Isn’t that what we all wished for as kids, to be able to change the future. Lucky us we don’t need a time machine or a delorean. All we need is a first step.