Could u explain a little bit more what u mean by this or are upset over? X

I just wish there wad some sort of poison I could take to sleep for good

Because of I hate me for everything am and do

I feel exactly the same but it isn't the answer. What is making u feel this way..?

Cause I hateyself more each day

HI INVIS MY FRIEND!!! GENTLE HUGS,
YOU NO WHAT I DONT HATE YOU HONEY I LIKE YOU LOTS YOUR A KIND CAREING WOMAN REMEMBER YOU ARE WORTH IT HUN..
IT S THAT HORRIED DEPRESSION WE HAVE THAT CAN TAKE OVER US SOMEDAYS...
HUGGLES N CUDDLES XXOO DC

I wish there was something I could say to help turn around your thinking. I don't know when you wrote that post but I pray that you are doing better now. If you need to talk, please let me know... I have to be honest by saying that you are scaring me. Lots of hugs....And love too

I feel like I Am such an selfish human my si ster having a baby soon I'm here feeling like crying and stuff

When you reach out like this, we reach back. WE care about you, and will be here for you.

I really don't know how to express my feelings and I don't know jpe to control emotions , thank u everyone for letting me vent hugs to u all

Depression is a monster to deal with. One of the main ingredients of depression is self loathing. We tell ourselves that we are worthless, that we are failures for having this disease but, the truth is, we didn't ask for it. I have never heard of anyone asking for Depression.

We see ourselves as a warped object. Remember the old mirrors in the fun houses. You would stand in front of one and it would make you real skinny and tall, you stand in front of a different one and it would make you look fat and short.

This is how depression works, in our minds. We see ourselves from a different prospective. We do not see ourselves for who we really are. We judge ourselves on performance or the lack thereof.

There are many of us here who have dealt with the many facets of depression. We understand and we will do our best to help you. Hang in there with us. You can make it.

hahah, yeaahhwould be good to take a poison TO CURE ALL ,but unfortunately thers no such , those i know , they kill ;/

I'm sorry for your pain and can totally empathise. I hope you are feeling better this morning if you managed to sleep.

My thoughts are with you, (((hugs)))

Love
Gargoyle