Allie whats going on?

If you're afraid that you are going to harm yourself or attempt suicide I suggest calling someone that can help you immediately. Family, friends, helplines.. anyone.

Nope your not, you are a good person, a sweet person who is worth something to this world. Nope, you are not, you mean something to someone, you mean something to me cause you are here!

You are not an accident, what is scaring you? can you put it into words and release it? I'm with morque, call someone immediately in your area, we are here, keep reaching out

this was sent to me hope that it helps....


Do Not Quit
Author Unknown

When things go wrong as they sometimes will;
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill;
When the funds are low, and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but have to sigh;
When care is pressing you down a bit -
Rest if you must, but do not quit.

Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you can never tell how close you are
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things go wrong that you must not quit

Allie, I am glad you came here for help. Now, maybe you feel like you want to die, but you got to give yourself the time to get over this. The feeling will fade, it always does. Nobody feels the same constantly and for the rest of their lives. Everyone has ups and downs. Some people's down just goes lower then others. The fact that you posted here and the fact that you are scared tells me although you feel like you want to die, deep down, you don't really want to. You are young and there is so much time for things to change for you. Hang in there and it will pass. And if just coming on here is not enough to help you, please find a professional to help you. You are a beautiful, kind person and deserve so much more out of life and can have more then what is now. take care of yourself.

I could name so many times where I thought the world was crashing down on me. I just realized or finally admitted to myself about my depression. I could never admit to myself how many times I said just kill me now lord, but deep down I didn't mean it. It always seems better or not so bad in the morning, just let the day go. I don't know the majic pharse to save a person's life, but I can tell you that people do love you and need you in their lives. Don't give in, fight.