Sometimes the pain hits a point that we have to go numb to have a break. Too many thoughts, and memories, and bad tapes running, so although the pain is there, it is manageable. Usually happens when we are exhausted. Healing hugs.

See if the Let's Have an Upper moment helps... Hugs.

I think the numbness you describe is your mind trying to give you a break from the emotional pain. I know the feeling you are talking about and it usually happens to me when I am completely overwhelmed. I don't know anything about you but the best advice from my own experience with depression and anxiety is that you have to try and remember there is always hope. One of the things that can start you on a road to recovery is doing loving things for yourself. Trying to find something, anything that brings you joy. It can be very small...but the act of trying shows that you are not giving up.

I hope you find a way out of this soon. It is no way to live, I know that for sure. Good luck, don't give up. Listen to your heart, get help wherever you can. Try and love yourself no matter what. xo

Hm its not numbness.. its just a burning feeling inside. I suggest to find a great hobby and pleasure to do.. something like reading books or working out. Invest your time into something. Do not care about your social status.