I hate this month. First, my birthday is this month. I stopped celebrating it long ago. It was just another day in my family. Now, all it does is remind me how many years of failure I have in this life. One shouldn't look at networking sites and see how their former classmates are doing during that time. Later this month all the Christmas hoopla will start. Actually, some places started back in August and others are getting ready for it this Sunday. People who would spit on you the rest of the year will act nice and charitable. Another Thanskgiving dinner where everyone looks like they rather put their knives into each other instead of the turkey. At least I get to make my own cranberry sauce and have my pecan pie.

The only good poiint for me this time of year is that it gets colder. I'm not that hard to pick out, I'm the one wearing the t-shirt while everyone else looks they just came in from Russia. I find the cold comforting almost like a blanket, especially when there's fog. If I happen to catch the flu or a cold, I just step outside and I can breath again. I might take lukewarm showers because of the pipes, but I'll get the water as cold as I can. Even now, it's slightly chilly outside, but I'll go asleep with the fan on tonight.