Im sorry your having one of those days. It makes sense to me because I have those days too. It sucks because there is nothing you can really do about it because there is nothing causing it. I wish I had an answer for you. When I have those days I try to remind myself of the good things I have done, and continue to do, or if its really bad I try to lose myself in a book. Sometimes getting on here and reading others stories helps because you dont feel so alone. Take care

Do you think your family would be supportive of you if you told them you're depressed? Mayby they would be willing to help you get some professisonal help.

Dear friend,

How are you doing there.I hope you are doing fine.Anyways I'm here to advise you one thing that you are not worthless.Honestly,I do think you just lack the confidence.You are are not worthless,I mean who told you that?Nobody is worthless.NOT EVEN YOU!Yes,it doesn't makes sense if you're worthless but it does makes sense if you're worth more than gold...Stop thinking that you're not worth the effort.You are worth it!Doesn't matter how bad you are or how good,you are still worth it,worth fighting for.Yes,we are all different and all of us have different abilities and are special in our very own way and you are special in your way,that's why you are worth it!Be positive please.We are all special in our ways and there is always we can do, even when things don't go our way.That might be your situation now.No matter how worst or how horrible or flawed we are there is always something we can do in our lives and succeed at.After all aren't we a special and advanced breed of primates.Stop comparing yourself to others and be proud of yourself for just the way you are.

Best Regards.

Maybe you have clinical depression. Perhaps see a doctor about some suicidal thoughts and get some meds and spend the rest of your short life dealing with your depression while advising others on how to deal with their depression. But it's allot easier to join the club if you get diagnosed first. It also usually expedites the process if you do something dangerous like attempt suicide. I say dangerous because it is quite dangerous as sometimes an attempt can end up working without any mishaps and that's no good so be very weary of that.

I am sorry for the way you are feeling. We all have days like you are having. You should probably tell your parents how you are feeling and that you may be depressed. Ask them to get you some help by seeing a professional doctor who can properly evaluate and make a diagnosis. The doctor would determine whether or not medication is needed, The doctor will probably recommend talk therapy which would be very beneficial for you. They can help you get through this.