It's morning and I can hardly focus on what I have to do. I am stuck in the past. There have been some insensitive between a man I know and myself. I know it's not all my fault, but I can't help feeling bad about it. I am in transition with some other life events also. My niece is a little supportive and a little help from a few church members. Thanks for listening. Hope you all have a nice day!
I have found myself in the middle of a store today fighting with my thoughts - and I wondered if anyone else had done that.I didn't feel anxious actively.After I got outside, though, I had to do breathing even.And, when you're fighting your thoughts, there are no winners. Just indecision.
I don't want to grow up. I didn't think I would live this long. But here I am...not sure what to do with my life. I don't want my life. I don't want to be here. I'm just so fucking tired of all of this shit...I was just listening to Rocky No Easy Way Out song and these lyrics stuck to me. When I thought of this. I thought of suicide, like how it's a way out but not an easy way out because I...