The hour is late, my young friend. It is the time of night when darkness is pervasive in our minds and souls. Thoughts of existential pessimism, sad romanticism, nostalgic reminiscences and bittersweet memories come to mind.
The emptiness, that void where feelings of joy and warmth should be found is, indeed just a bottomless well. A sinkhole for our souls.
But after every dark night there is an amazingly beautiful sunrise. Thus the world continues its cycle of rebirth. And so shall you.
Try to sleep, perchance to dream....

So much wisdom ByzBee, absolutely agree with them :)

Things will be just fine.

where? wherever weed is legal would be my guess.

I think your best bet to escaping is learning to ignore or distract. Maybe building new memories and friendships. After all it's just your perception of things that is clouding your mind with darkness and negative of the past. Sometimes letting painful things go can be a long and grueling process that will make you feel reluctant to start. But once you make the first step you can only get gradually closer to feeling better with time. Time heals everything just believe that.

I agree with Kelsier

Time does not heal.It makes a half stiiched scar that can be broken and again you feel the pain like it was the first hour.But do not let it destroy you.Fight the memories just scream in your mind or out loud STOP NO YOU WILL NOT WIN.Everyone is alone.Even in a crowed room we still are alone.Everyone just looks out for themselves,thinks about themselves,its human nature.If you can find w way to like yourself you will never be alone.

Really nice advice MC....
Due to a couple more people dealing with the pain of loneliness, I wanted to bump your response in hopes that the others see your wise words as well.
I hope they are still up and see this topic.
Take care~BB