I hate myself so much I just make everyones life worse

You are not invisible here, and don't think that you make other people's life worse ...because you don't. People make their own life worse. Tell your story and hopefully it will make you feel better to get it out.

I have no story that's how pathetic I am

Sorry you're feeling so down - you don't make my life worse at all. Big Hugs

You are not what the condemnation says you are.
We have that inner voice that works at condemning us. It attacks all we have ever done are doing and will do. It is the depression.
It is not truth. I am angry that I have to do battle with that stupid inner voice seemingly continually. I am jealous of those that appear to effortlessly be happy and smiling and well adjusted. Able to handle the things that go wrong without melting down.
If you don't fight that voice it just makes everything a lot worse.

I hope that life can get easier for you soon. At least the holidays are almost over. You are not pathetic, that's the depression talking. Please try not to be so hard on yourself, would you treat someone else that way?

HI INVIS MY LIL LOVE,
IM SO SORRY YOUR FEELING RIGHR DOWN HUN YOUR A LOVELY GIRL YOUR MY FRIEND ITS OUR DEPRESSION THATS SPEAKS NOT US HUN!!!,
I NO MY OWN GETS ON MY NERVES TO YOU ARE LIKE ON HERE BY SO MANY YOU ARE WORTH IT HUN YES YOU ARE HUGS N LOVE XXXOOO DC

I don't understand how depression is the one tLking?

Maybe our emotions tell us things, that's their voice. We are depressed more than average and our emotional voice says negative things.

It means if you didn't have depression you wouldn't have that conversation in your head that you are worthless and there's no hope.
If we have our dopamine levels proper we wouldn't have those emotions that drive us to berate ourselves. We would feel good. It doesn't erase fact, i.e.: if you are poor, you are still poor dopamine or not. But if you are poor and not depressed you are able to cope with it and plan a way out of it.
I have to practice, as many of us do, correcting my thoughts. Otherwise they get carried away with negativity.
Don't be unkind to yourself with mean comments, things you wouldn't say to someone else.
I realise that is hard to do.

Sorry you are depressed......I hear your pain all too well!
...I, in my own personal view disagree with the way psychiatry claims depression is coming from....
...Only my view, not Gospel!
...Being born onto the earth is not some kind of Cinderella and Prince Charming joy ride.....
...Some of us, in my opinion, are just more bothered by the way things are running on this earth. So, when you have a real good heart and all kinds of bad is going on around you; no pills or fake smiles have fixed this for me...
...I am here as long as I am here and just must do the best I can....
...This may of been no help, however, you by no means suffer alone...
( If anyone has advice on a manner to lesson the effects the world has on one, which is causing depression; I would love to know! Depression pills do squat for me.)

Why do you say that about yourself? It hurts me when people feel that they are worthless. You are invisible and I hope some day you will change your Avatar so you don't think that way anymore. And please don't hate yourself either. We can be mad at ourselves, but not hate. Do you want to talk? GB and Hugs...