Honey, I'm sorry you feel like there is no one who understands. I wish there was something I could do. HUGGLES.

I'm sorry life is so painful for you right now. I know people don't understand, they have to have walked in your shoes to know. I hope you feel better soon. Hugs from someone who has been there too.

22Lynn took the words out of my mouth. Sending you warm hugs.

Just want you to know you're not the only one that is in that state of mind.

Dearly wish I knew some way to make you smile but I can't even do that for myself.

I can only hope that knowing someone else really does "get it" will be of some help.

I know this feeling too well, ur not alone. I know it might not help but I can relate and understand in some ways. It sucks... But u are not alone. Hope u feel better soon x

I feel that way sometimes too. Hugs and I hope you feel better.

there are people who understand---but so many in their own depression, loneliness, pain, with practically nobody able to really and truely help one another.

only in movies, mostly old tv movies, some depressed and lonely person meets another depressed and lonely person, around xmas...in old tv movies.

Thanks for all the support, I appreciate it

change that attitude right now or ill tickle you to death and give you what you want

oh but you might like it to much and decide to live at the last moment...

break out of the box... start doing healthy things and .... oh i have no idea what your going thru ... im no help am i

I am here north and east of you. In a city with the sun setting. It feels more like fall, than the cusp of summer. I just came in off the porch ,into my already darkening house. But your words have crossed a thousand miles and landed on my screen...I hear you. I see you, the pain is recognizable to me. I am alone building my own world of faces in my sketchbook. Happy at first glance, but with a sadness in the eyes. Eyes that are the same as mine in the mirror. Flip a page and try again, but with the same result. I hear you and I see you, in your words are the same sad eyes, but your words convey what my hands create. You have a gift of writing. It is something not everyone possess, it makes you unique. It will last forever on these pages and wherever you share them with. But for now, they have made it a thousand miles. I look forward to more.

heretic, sometimes I think you are the only one I understand. True story...

Hang in there, please. I like you a lot. You're so real. I don't understand much else.

I care about you. I can understand about the suicidal thoughts...I guess we all have different feelings..

I agree, some folks don't understand what it is to struggle with hating your life or fearing the future..in my case..I think I'd be annoyed if people tried to get me to smile.

Here is a virtual hug. (((((((((Heretic)))))))))