that's a good point. I esp. like the part about there being more outlets than the people physically around us.

I have found that sometimes online connections can create a strong bond. I have a friend that i have had for 4 years and could trust them almost over anyone. Maybe it's like a safety and not having to see reaction from a face that makes the connection easier but whatever it was made a tight bond

@Scaredandafraid, Well said .. as someone new to this forum; I agree that unless you reach out for help you never know how you might find that will change or give prescriptive in your life :)

You know I get moments of clarity like and post positive messages. I do usually because I feel positive at the time. My biggest problem or regret is that when I have those days I just sit on my butt. I should use that time to prepare for the next thing. Instead i end up back where I started. So just to add to what you said, if your that deep in depression and I’m sorry to say this but most of the time it will come back, use the days you have energy to make a plan or call a doctor if you’ve been thinking about that. I can only speak for myself but I wish I had done those things when I was feeling better. The sad thing is I say this to myself all the time when I’m down, yet never do it myself

I think we all do that. The would have should have. Recognizing this could be an eye opener for others too. Usually we can get in a state of euphoria on those good days we forget about the bad altogether but instead of focusing on what could make things better for those times we only live in that moment. That is really good food for thought

NR0206 welcome to the group and i hope you are able to find some peace and comfort with us:) even if the connection is mild, sometimes one sentence can change an entire outlook and maybe make you see something like you hadn't seen it before. You cannot gain knowledge without seeking it. So reach out. Talk. Make some friends. Get insight. Every conversation can be a lesson or a comfort.

HATE.............Consumes all good in you.........
LOVE.............Is your Salvation
ANGER.......... Destorys you from the inside out
PAIN........... Leaves you with Hole you desperatly try to Fill
GRIEF...............Make the bood flow out until your Drained

I live ALL these feeling on a daily bases...........
Most people don't even feel it more than once in their Lifes or only for a moment.............
The suffering is agonizing............
You do your best to make it go..........
Someon or Something always never fail to make sure you feel it always and Deeply..............
Pep\ople say whats wrong...................
You want to strangle them...............
Like WOW you really don't know me and even care to............
I battle a mental Illness.............
Otherrs peolpes actions towards you or about me are the cause....
If you care enough to bother to ask you just might understand...
Demons consume you pain and agony and turn it back on yyou with force. Never letting you to forget.
any stight of a love you once thought was there is gone now........
You have a heart of stone to make sure NOONE can hurt you like he has.
I feel like they are looking for myy Soul....
I hide the best of me so it won't find me in the darkness you caused...

great post!

Thank you for this!!! <3

I'm Glad you enjoyed it