You should go to a doctor and ask them to recommend help and I don’t know what depression feels like but I hope you get help and feel happy again one day

maybe trying to do some exercise and meditations too help a bit.
i have been depressed myself and sometimes i cant leave the house.
its always good to seek help too.

Have you considered asking your parents for help? Or going to a school Counselor for help? If you go to halfofus.com you may find more information on where someone your age can get help.

I did everything I could to hide my depression from my family, friends, school... Even myself, for about 4 years before my parents were forced to see it. I know it hurt them to find out that I had been hiding myself and my pain for so long from them. But I also learned that most people don't see what they don't want to see. So sometime you have to find the strength to tell someone you love that you think you need help with this. It's one of the hardest things I've ever done... But that would be my only advice. Sending you positive vibes. Good luck.

I’m sorry you are depressed! I suffer periodically with bouts of depression. It can be difficult to find happiness but it can be found. Please see your doctor and get some help. As far as school goes, can you speak with your guidance counselor in regards to your grades? They would be able to help you tackle your classes or even appoint a tutor to help you out. There are options. Reach out and let the professionals know that you are struggling. As I tell my patients at work...don’t just lie there anxious and in pain. Let me know so that I can help you! We can’t help if we don’t know. I hope you feel better soon!

I am sorry for your depression. Talk with your parents and let them know how you have been feeling and ask them to get you some professional mental health care. You can also talk with your school counselor if you have one.