Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

We all 'look back', . but it is what is now and coming that are most important.
Be sure to check out this thread:
http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Depression/forum/9974898-ds-newcomers
Big WTG on the long stretch of sobriety.
I hope you will make some friends here and learn to move away from repeating the past in regards thooking up with abusers.
It's nice to meet you.