I'm so very sorry you're feeling this way Dear. The holidays are sad for a lot of people. This year has been rough all year too. I'm not here very much, but I'll be happy to listen. I'll be praying for you. God bless.

Welcome. You can share anything here. We understand.

Well this is not good! You know what my psych dr would ask me is....maybe its the winter season.. people actually do have seasonal depression... or she would say is it my period... lol I know these times are hard for so many in so many different ways. We dont know what the future holds. All we can do is keep our heads up the best we know how and be here for others when they need to be held up. You can message me if you need a friend.

I can't help much because I'm in the same boat. During the holidays it gets much worse because I'm bombarded everywhere with all the happy reminders that everyone else has someone/something that I don't. The holiday decor and etc is intended to make people who see it feel warm and cozy, but for people like us it does the exact opposite, if anything it makes thing worse.

It makes everything do much worse. I don't like living through it :(

I am so sorry that you are feeling so down. Do you have any family or friends that you can reach out to? I’m here if you ever want to talk.

I am with you sister. It is so hard. The loneliness can swallow a person. It’s awful.
That’s why I decided to join this group. It helps having other people that understand.
I am so sorry but am glad your on here.

i know i know.. oh so much. to StevenAngel.... go in search of your desires.... you will find what you need if you dont give up.

Scarlet - you are stronger than you realize. please reach out to a doctor if you are not being treated for depression currently. Pray, read the bible, read positive affirmations, and reach out to those close to you. Im sure people love you, just tell them what you need from them. praying for you.

Hey there, I'm sorry you are struggling. It does get better though I promise. I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for a few years already and it is not easy. I have been working through it for a while now and what really helps is actually talking through your problems. I have also been using kratom as an anti-anxiety medication since usual antidepressants just make me feel really wonky. I have talked to some of my friends from different support groups and they all kind of agreed that for someone like me kratom will be a good fit even though I was freaking out when I first heard about it. I have been ordering my kratom from this website here: https://kratommystic.com. They have a large variety of different types of kratom for different types of conditions. I think that you might find it useful as well. I am hoping that you will work through it as well.

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