My biggest trigger is two faced people. What I mean is often I find myself in situations where, I feel really friendly, and talk to alot of people, I talk about things that make me happy, like my kid and listen to what they want to talk about. then I think, wow, that was nice, but everyone at work here, I mean EVERYONE, seems twofaced. I talk to someone and whomever that person is, after the conversation they go running to one of two people here at work. We'll call those two people sniper one and sniper two. so I have a conversation that I think is good and I feel happy, but then that person will go to snipers 1 and 2 and speak in hushed voices, I can't hear what's being said, and lots of loud laughing and snorting happens. This seems to happen every where to me, in all cases other than around my immediate family. I have never been able to figure out what I'm doing wrong, that people don't respect me and don't take me seriously, and treat me like I'm something less than human. I don't know what I say that is so fucking hilarious either. I hate this part of my life, and I don't know what the cause is, other than trusting the wrong people, and when you can't trust not ONE person around you, I mean, I can't live like that.
I've been dating someone for just over 3 months and we just exchanged the "love" word this weekend. I do love him but for the last month I have been journalling to myself about leaving because he doesn't treat me well and it hurts. I have written our break up letter a month ago, I meant to read it to him but when I come over he gives me some fantasy things could pan out if I just keep pushing...
Please help me. My significant other constantly drinks. How can I cope with his addiction without further arguments. It hurts me deeply when I find out instead of him being honest with me.