My biggest trigger is two faced people. What I mean is often I find myself in situations where, I feel really friendly, and talk to alot of people, I talk about things that make me happy, like my kid and listen to what they want to talk about. then I think, wow, that was nice, but everyone at work here, I mean EVERYONE, seems twofaced. I talk to someone and whomever that person is, after the conversation they go running to one of two people here at work. We'll call those two people sniper one and sniper two. so I have a conversation that I think is good and I feel happy, but then that person will go to snipers 1 and 2 and speak in hushed voices, I can't hear what's being said, and lots of loud laughing and snorting happens. This seems to happen every where to me, in all cases other than around my immediate family. I have never been able to figure out what I'm doing wrong, that people don't respect me and don't take me seriously, and treat me like I'm something less than human. I don't know what I say that is so fucking hilarious either. I hate this part of my life, and I don't know what the cause is, other than trusting the wrong people, and when you can't trust not ONE person around you, I mean, I can't live like that.
Friends,A week ago I started Paxil for Anxiety and everyday the anxiety and fear has gotten worse. Most doctors are going to tell me to stop taking it because things are getting worse. However, several people have told me that when they started medicine things got worse before getting better. Does anyone have any experience with this? People are telling me to give it a few weeks but with the way...
I have sort of been managing to live mostly MindfullyAnd more positive attitude for last few weeks. It does feelbetter than always worrying and feeling constant anxiety.I trying to keep it up.