You really need to get phychiatric help and drink an antidepressant, buddy. You will feel better I promise <3 Please check out this site:
https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/

You’ve got to be strong for your daughter! She needs you in her life! <3

She needs you to warn her about bad boys and drugs and all those dangerous things :) She needs you to approve her boyfriends and walk her down the aisle <3

I'm already on antidepressants and I have been on the waiting list forever for a psychologist. I can't see my daughter, my wife's family stop me and make my life harder, my own family do not care. Who is being strong for me? I am only human.

God is being strong for you Richie DO NOT LET THE ENEMY WIN!!

You Matter!!! You matter not only to us but you matter to GOD!
Do not take any moves to allow the enemy to destroy you you must remain strong. I sent you a prayer in a message as there are site problems.

You also matter to your child. I don't know how old she is but it is really irrelevant as you will always matter in her life.

In Jesus name Richie do not fall but RISE UP! find strength in those that support you and find the strength that God is going to give you.

We may be far apart but our hands are stretched out to you for support. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!

Huge hug Rich..... Please try and look at this as a symptom as opposed to a solution ...

If you need to go to emerg there is help for you.... I have been in psych facilities a couple of times and it was when life was terrible for me.... It helped a great deal ... Really a lot even though it couldn't change all that was going on in my life at the time it helped me with the ability to work through it and combat the severe anxiety and depression

Please don't act on this..... There is relief and this won't go on forever..... Huge hug of comfort and support.... xo

Richie, you could try www.psychologytoday.com to find a therapist, maybe even a psychologist. If you continue to feel this way, you may need to be hospitalized. I have been hospitalized twice for psych problems. It does the trick. Hugs

Richie, I just saw your heading. Go straight to the E.R.

In the UK like in Spain they speak to you quickly in A and E, then send you on your way, as if I am okay, I go there to stop me having having suicide attempts. I've been to the hospital 4 times in 2 years, 3 times in Spain, they are (slightly) more empathetic in Spain.

Check this link if you'd like:

https://www.psychologytoday.com/gb/counselling

If I got the wrong country/area change where the flag is to the right place. Someone may be able to help you more immediately than being on a wait list.

Thanks

I'm so sorry you're struggling. You're not alone. There's someone here in Michigan praying for you. Don't give up. Keep fighting. You're worth fighting for.

Tha k you so much x

Praying for you. Please understand it is the devil filling your mind with these things. Please stand strong and fight in prayer. Do you know how to engage in warfare prayer eg binding etc
The keys to our victory are in the Word…
Matthew 16:19 KJV
And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

sleep deep, try taking a little valerian root, natural, and get a deep sleep. listen to 432hz music. Go deep into a self sleep, rest always helps.