So as by the title of this post, I'm not sure whether my girlfriend killed herself or not. She had been struggling for a long time and has never gotten the proper treatment for her depression, anxiety, self harm, trauma, etc. According to her friends she missed school Wednesday and the day before she sent a snap and she was on top of a building. That was the last anyone has heard from her. It's been over 48 since she was on. I checked her messages since I have her passwords and she had written a note and it was heartbreaking and even her friends say she was talking about death and suicide, but they didn't think much of it. We even tried calling her parents, but no one is answering. Her best friend has been all over Manhattan looking for her (I currently don't live in the city which is why I'M not looking for her) and has even went to hospitals and psychiatric buildings and no sign of her. I feel like I'm about to relapse and I'm just really scared. We would have to wait until Monday to see if she goes to school, but we can't wait that long to find out if she's dead or not.