Every day. That's how I feel. Like I was born to suffer

Its hard when u know ur a loser, unloveable

Never cry about it, but I wonder the same thing every single day. It would be so much easier to just end it all, stop the pain and suffering. I, personally, am at the point where how people around me feel or would feel aren't even considered anymore, but I'm still here. I guess that a small part of me is wanting to know what all of the years of struggle, feeling like I'm nothing, a disappointment to all and an unloveable piece of trash, will grant me in the end. That little tiny bit of hope that after all the shit I've survived, something really fucking good will happen to me that will make everything worth it in the end.

I hear ya, like all i want is love, to be accepted, not something peoplw beat down. Truth is nobody cares about nobody anymore

I feel the same way. Thats why I started immersing myself in personal development. I listen to motivational uplifting affirmations on you tube. I also watch ted talks and read parts of self help books that I can connect with. I want to live! I want to beat this, I want a better today then I had yesterday. So I journal, and write I love and forgive myself over and over until it finally sinks in. I'm going to fight this. I hope this helps. xxoo

God doesn't make mistakes.

Hello to all above & love & hugs are sent to each one of you!

Honestly, yes, I shed tears or I feel the desire to tear-up at least once in each day. Furthermore, to strengthen your hopes: no person or thing born on this earth is a mistake. And if everyone on this earth decided to NOT love, there is one faithful & constant love & that is the love of God in Christ our Lord. Sadly, yes, there are losers in this world; yet no person is born to be a failure nor is life designed that any human being should suffer the circumstances of unsuccessful living. Last thing to say is that all mankind will have the opportunity to learn life-sustaining gospel truths, learning principals specifically to answer such questions as asked herein this post. In short, man is not destined to fail; however many of us are maladjusted in some way, unfortunately. Though Jesus Christ, God's Son, & Savior of the world has already paid the dept for sin & failure. This life is a time for man to prepare to meet God, of which purpose can only be obtained through the knowledge of Christ & righteous living. Jesus Christ suffered, without mercy, and shed blood that man might be saved & forgiven of transgressions. Salvation is only through Christ atonement, shedding of His precious blood for all sins. Though failure, in and of itself, is not directly a sin. For we all fall short of the glory of God. And only Christ can help any of us to withstand evil influences that would deceive of and cause our failure.

This life is the time to study & apply the teachings of gospel truths, use the Bible as a resource. As gospel truths are learned & understanding is increased, then wise choices are made, testimony of Christ grows stronger, faith is increased & lives are turned inward for the better.

Best,
Remiah

Yes! I have. but that doesn't mean it is true. There is healing in tears so I say cry and scream! Tell yourself the opposite of all that and then laugh and wink at yourself in the mirror. We are all human and we have a purpose! You might not know what that is but you will find out one day!

If you ever want to talk I am here!

I know exactly how you feel, and I've felt the same way for a long time. But just remember that someone out there loves you and cares about you so much, and you don't deserve to feel this way. You will find a way to be happy, just don't lose hope.

Hi First let's see why people don't notice of you because they don't find that thing into you that makes them happy, profitable you know what i means. (Everyone looks for their benefits in you). If they are not finding any thing useful in you then they start avoiding you.

Ok, lets resolve current situation :-

There are two way to escape from depression:

1) Go to nearest church and ask the priest for any physical help as your offering to church. Goto church on regular basis. Just do whatever service you find there like (cleaning, dusting, food preparation, their market work etc.). Its a guarantee that not only you will loose your depression but you will find a way to help other escaping it too.

2) Second way to be carefree not careless. Just enjoy what you got. If you think that you are depressed due to loneliness than go grab a lovely dog and give your time to it.
Also there is a suggestion which is very important that go and have a good regular sex (must).

To find a sex partner on weekends by getting well dressed with light perfume and put a smile over your face every time. Goto fun places, help peoples in whatever manner you can.

If you still not able to find a partner than you must go for some good escort girls like www.hotchik.in who can help you have some quality time.


Finally - If you want people to notice you than just point out your strength or one thing that is best in you (painting, gardening, writing, singing etc.) and give strict 1 year mastering it. Sell your talent on-line and off-line in the market and one day i am dead sure you will get your place in the society everybody wants to associate with you and your work.

This is my personal experience.

And to start with all this just stand in front of a mirror and say "Fuck em all"

I go through this daily. I know what it's like to be a no one or somebody who always messes up. I have to pray everyday for understanding. I hate this feeling.

I LOVE me.

Now, .. YOU try it.

Wandering, thats very hard 4 me to say

Then write it out. All over everything around you. Read it aloud. Like script if needed and eventually with belief.

Some of the greatest questions that mankind has are, Who am I? and Why was I created? The answer is that we were all created for a purpose and we were created by God. No one is here on earth by mistake. Be careful about the words that you use to describe yourself because they have power. God says that you were fearfully and wonderfully made. I pray that you will come to know your purpose in life and come into knowledge of God's will for you.