Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Alliegator 11/19/2008

I'm concerned I might actually be bipolar and not just depressed. I have felt so elated on and off recently. I just went on a shopping spree and spent $200 dollars and I don't care. I have been eating a ridiculous amount of desserts which would normally bring me to tears but I just don't care. I don't care about homework I'd much rather spend my time on frivolous things. I also have racing thoughts. I know its not a full blown manic episode but I'm worried it might be hypomania. After being depressed for 7 years I don't really remember what normal happy is at all.

I keep asking people to explain hypomania and all I get is "not complete mania." Has anyone experienced it? Do you think I'm manic?

Alliegator 11/19/2008

Also, my roommates have noticed that I seem off right now.

deleted_user 11/19/2008

Maybe you should try posting this in the bipolar forum. They will probably be better equipped to help you make sense of what you're feeling. I'd love to help you but honestly I just don't know a whole lot about bipolar disorder.

Alliegator 11/20/2008

Thanks Swedish. I actually thought of that right after I posted here and I posted the same thing there. I appreciate you wanting to help though!!

deleted_user 11/20/2008

Your best bet is to be diagnosed by a qualified professional. (phyciatrist)

deleted_user 11/20/2008

i feel like that alot

deleted_user 11/20/2008

$200 dollars and I don't care. I have been eating a ridiculous amount of desserts which would normally bring me to tears but I just don't care. I don't care

sounds like desperation.
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/desperation

is this behavior common?

deleted_user 11/20/2008

do you often switch between optimistic and depression?

is the drinking glass, half empty / half full?

IDK, psychiatrist would probably be the best person to ask.

deleted_user 11/20/2008

Im bipolar, but am on my meds, so i would suggest checking with your dr as soon as you can hon. You certainly have some of the symptons i had. Hugs Lexi

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