I am so sorry that you feel this way.

I Hope That You Soon See Just How Precious Life Is.

Much Healing To You.

Everyone and thing has its time, I hope you make the most of yours because time pasts quickly. The ones that are luck are the ones that lived their lives to the fullest before they died.

Donna, I'd gladly swap my worthless time for theirs since they made the most of the time they had here...they can make better use of it...

Sending positive thoughts your way, hope you feel better soon.

Soo, you're envious of people who have died?

Your time will come too. Until then, hope you can manage to be grateful for what you DO have. I know how easy it is to forget sometimes.... but focusing on things that aren't 'fair' just makes it all seem futile.

Try volunteering. I have been on the very bottom rung of down and out, and I have felt that my life was totally useless. Now I volunteer around the community. Try it. You will be surprised at how many people are in need. Needs that YOU can help fill, and leave you with a sense of purpose, a sense of helping humanity that you can't get holed up in your bedroom in the dark (been there too). Give it a try, just one time and see what you feel. Best wishes to you my friend.

9miler, I think you are right about the volunteer work. I am in the process of becoming a literacy volunteer. This winter I am also going to do some other volunteer work, probably at Legal Aid.

You're right. It is very therapeutic to get out of your head and your problems and help other people. It certainly can't hurt.Better than wallowing in self-pity and introspection day and day.

Oops, I meant to type "day after day."

Tired and it is late.