Don't do it. The fact that it's hard means you still have hope and believe in your self. It doesn't matter what t is going on around you or if anyone else cares what matters is do you care enough to prove that you will survive? And for what it means we all believe in you here

Sly,
Things will get better. one thing that really helped me was this, I don't have to live this for 100 years. I only have to live with this today. That is all. We overwhelm ourselves too much with the future. Find yourself again, let yourself catch up to yourself. Cry, scream, break a fucking plate, but feel alive. If you need anything send me a message. The world is large and it is full of beauty, right now you don't see it because you have shit tinted glasses that need to come off. It will take time but again, only today.

So do you think getting wasted is a good way to make decisions? Is this how you generally make decisions? Could be part of your problem.

Things pass. Things change. Be around for it.

Please don't harm yourself, Just think how your family and friends would feel if something happened to you. If you continue to feel this way, call a suicide hotline or go to a hospital.

BrigieI 101, A terrible idea, walk a mile in my shoes! You don't know what 24/7 in pain is like! At least not abdominal pain! It's far beyond what you can even fathem! This is pain way above what a normal person can handle, I'm so used to it now, I don"t even go to the ER anymore. Easy to run your mouth, but let me see you live with this shit! You will then have knowledge and not speak from your asshole! I challenge to endure this kind of pain!
Smart

Let me light a fire in your gut you can't shut off. If anyone wants this pain, I would love to give it away. 95% of you would kill yourself in the 1st week! This is no panzy disease. I have intestinal malrotation presenting in Adult life. Make yourself smarter and watch a few videos. It is a 2 in 2 million disease and most of you couldn't handle it and off yourself. You have no clue how painful this is! I have no bile acid reuptake in my bowels. Want an experiment? Go 5 days without eating and tell me how you feel! Half tons people don"t count! Ted

Kick me off, I will release and renew my IP and I will be back 5 min. Later under a different name! Lol

Ted, I am thinking about you and sending up many prayers that you get some relief from your pain.
Don't forget that you have friends here about you who care. And even though your parents aren't at full capacity, I know they love and care about you and want you to keep going. Hugs!

Thanks, Heidi! Ted

Ted: you posted a bloody 'i;m going to get drunk and kill myself' thread in the depression section. If you don't want a reaction from people trying to save your fucking life, why'd you fucking post it?

Were you planning on killing yourself, or what? Was it just some kind of attention-seeking bullshit?
If you have a specific response you require to your 'i'm going to top myself' post, let me know. Write it into the OP. Then we can just copy and paste and not run the risk of pissing you off.

As to your chronic pain mate, post it in the OP or don't expect people to know it. And it's not relevant to suicide anyway. Absolutely irrelevant. You think you're the only one here in constant agony? Go friend Iwontbackdown. Have a chat.

You're going on ignore mate.

I'm not entirely positive what the means of this thread is at the moment; however, I'm sorry that you have to live with such physical, and most likely, emotional pain.
Life will not always be like this, and I know it takes awhile, but it won't. Things get better just as they do worse.
I realize you're in pain, and it can't be easy as no ones walked through your shoes but you, but I don't advise you being so hard on those trying to help. I don't mean to make you feel guilty or anger you, it is simply my advice.

May I ask if you still feel that death is the way to go?

Simply don't do it.

Some people think that their tough if they can succeed. But their NOT they are the wimps and phonys who can't deal with a problem.

Hope you find your path ((hugs))
-Skii

Sorry, I fight alcoholismall. Bridge just passed me off by giving out information that can only come from the alcoholism forum. Respect my privacy! Brigie101. Know when to drop it!

Hi there. I have been where you are. In the heavy deep fog of despair.Jesus is the answer. If you dont have a Bible, get one. Start reading it. Jesus loves you so much, wants to have a personal relationship with you and has a wonderful plan for your life. Don't give up. Ask for God to reveal himself to you and He will.