you can make it. talk on here. were here for you.

I'll pray for you. I feel like I'm losing it too and I can't go to a dr. I don't have any insurance for a while. How are you losing it? I'll try and help you if I can.

i can't handle feeling this way anymore
i need to do something about it....but nothingm seems to help anyway
i'm sorry...i feel like i'm wasting time just being here but i am trying to force myself to be here anyway....i need to cut...need to burn...need to hurt....cause i'm losing my head...
its my own stupid fault too...i shouldn't have missed mondays appointment....all that did was screw things up more....but that's what i am...is screwed up
UUGGHHHHH...i can't deal with all this inside right now

i wish i didn't exist

*cries* i can't help it...

I'm new to this website so please bare with me. Is there anyone you can call or have someone come over to be with you?

i sent messages to someone who when she gets them can spend time with me....but i know she is busy....

can't call anyone for another 45 min....i hate only having a cell phone with no daytime minutes...i have to wait until after 6pm

the person...we're not close...but she worked at one of shelthers i used to live in and helped me then....and i know she will now too as soon as she can...but i don't know if i can keep holding on waiting

i been cutting and drinking a bit...just to calm things down a bit and keep me from doing worse stuff...but it's barely helping

Drinking will not help you, I know it feels like it might but it doesn't. If I could call you I would. I'm at work just trying to make it through the day. I don't know much about your situation but I will listen to whatever you want to tell me. Think of what has helped you in the past

i know drinkng won't help in the end...but right now in the moment it does....i only had around 2 shots...just to keep me from doing anythign worse to myself...my head keeps telling me i should take a bunch of stuff...but i know that never works for me...so i just do enough to stop feeling like that is the only way...i'm slowly calming down a little...but i am still losing it...

i been like this off and on for over 12 hours now...been feeling like crap for days...weeks...months even....but the past few dayus....especially the last 12 hours....have been way way way worse....

someone i went to group therapy with just talked me into meeting them close to where i live so i am gonna force myself out...i haven't been outta my place in a few days...not even outta my room excpet for food and washroom....so i gona go...i don't think it can make things any worse......i'll be back later

I sent a response but I don't think it went through. If it repeats, I'm sorry. Did anything happen recently to trigger this? Definitely don't take too much of anything, that makes a painful next couple of days. Not that you're not in pain, but you don't need to add to it.

not sure what happened...i just know that the more i try to get better the worse i get

i know about taking stuff....that's why i took a couple shots and cut instead....i taken too much in the past on more then one occassion....and i sure don't need that....got enough wtihout that...besides....i don't think ending up in er is gonna help me any

Are you going to leave? You should get some help now if you can.

try going for a walk. that usually helps.

i'm gonna go hang out with this guy...we were pretty close in group...he knows how i get and wants to help...i dunno if he can help any or not but i am gonna get out and walk about and stuff....*shrugs*...leaving now cause he just told me he's leaving and i want to get there before him