Ugh, been having a bad couple weeks. I officially decided I'm never celebrating Christmas again because I can't stand to be around my parents for even a couple hours a year. Learned my cousin is going through some difficult things right now that I've also gone through. She attempted suicide because of the abuse she was going through at home. It's bringing up a lot of memories for me. And I'm not sleeping well because of the nightmares that are coming back. And it just feels like everything is falling apart.
I just wish it could all end. I'm so tired of everything right now. Having the urge to cut again . . . Or jut end it altogether . . .
Can anyone relate to this hopeless feeling? Just feel so alone right now . . . :'(