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A poem by myself.. of myself..
Thanks for reading. It DOES make a difference for me.
Never deeply look into these eyez they lie
Not telling you the story of the death I die and why
To you it wont even matter that my soul is shattered
It cut right through my heart now its left me battered
You see youll never really get it and I cant forget it
Basically Ill pour it out grab your cup and catch it
You think youve lived a life so hard you deserve respect
Well even the cutest kitten deserves a better pet
Forget whatever I tell you before its even said
My babies and their mother are dead, dead, dead
Label me barren then say you understand
Youre a fucking giant bunny in another land
What Ive been through I go through every single day
Ill never get another chance no pause rewind and play
I was blessed with seed and loved them both so dear
The God ripped them from my tubes and he left me here
I felt them there and I knew they were SO great
Now Im alone in this life and pain I cant escape
No one wants to see theyre child hurt or even cry
Ive felt my babies inside and then I felt them die
I will never give birth now and never even mother
Never will my breasts give milk; no Pablum in the cupboard
I dream about my babies and I have seen their faces
My death will bring me closer to live in better places
Where we can finally be a family and I can be your mother
You chose me and I chose you there would never be another!
//Retts
Written August 19-2008
Thanks for reading. It DOES make a difference for me.
Never deeply look into these eyez they lie
Not telling you the story of the death I die and why
To you it wont even matter that my soul is shattered
It cut right through my heart now its left me battered
You see youll never really get it and I cant forget it
Basically Ill pour it out grab your cup and catch it
You think youve lived a life so hard you deserve respect
Well even the cutest kitten deserves a better pet
Forget whatever I tell you before its even said
My babies and their mother are dead, dead, dead
Label me barren then say you understand
Youre a fucking giant bunny in another land
What Ive been through I go through every single day
Ill never get another chance no pause rewind and play
I was blessed with seed and loved them both so dear
The God ripped them from my tubes and he left me here
I felt them there and I knew they were SO great
Now Im alone in this life and pain I cant escape
No one wants to see theyre child hurt or even cry
Ive felt my babies inside and then I felt them die
I will never give birth now and never even mother
Never will my breasts give milk; no Pablum in the cupboard
I dream about my babies and I have seen their faces
My death will bring me closer to live in better places
Where we can finally be a family and I can be your mother
You chose me and I chose you there would never be another!
//Retts
Written August 19-2008
How do I delete this thread?
Over n out... RETTS/////////
I try as hard as I can to get to the all the posts while I am on here and make some comment even if it is not helpful. I feel your pain and your loss. My fiance just lost his son less then three weeks ago from and accident on an atv. I mourned with him but could never find the right words to tell him how bad I felt..
I hope that life gets better for you.. Be around the children you can and just love them. There are a few parents who have children and dont even want them. I know it just doesnt seem fair.. Im here if you need to talk.. Y'Vonne
Keep in mind that sometimes when something is as powerful as this folks tend to not know what to say and will come back when they do. I did just that.
***HUGS***
Sorry guys.. I have no bad intentions here... honestly. Thank you Y'vonne for reminding me of how others are dealing with their own. I know this of course... and shouldn't take it to heart.
Butterfly.. I needed that.. thanks!
You've all touched my life and maybe have given me strength to get through even just today.
Forever greatfull.. Retts///
/hugs