i am getting a little annoyed at everyone always trying to get me to do things because they think "it will make you feel better" or "give you something to look forward to" i go through life trying not to let people see how i actually feel or what i am going though because when people do they dont look at me the same anymore. maybe right now i am ok just sitting at home and worring about my kids focusing on them maybe right now i dont want to go hang out or go for coffee or really do anything productive because i am not ready to handle even the smallest rejection. why cant any one just accept me for who i am and what i am going though with out the constant push that i just need to get over it? like its a switch i can just flip in my head to make me all better. i go to this point in my life not dealing with my problems but instead just stuffing them inside and not talking because of the constant remarks like "smile you will feel better " or any other stupid saying like that that makes someone with depression just feel like total poop becuase we dont have that kind of control. oh i just thought of the other one where your good friend gets that really worried look on their face and ask you " how are you REALLY doing?" grrrrr sorry for the rant....