I feel the same way than you do but I am taking one day at a time. You can't imagine how many times I have planned to end my life but something always stops me.

I will pray for you and all of us in this group. Life and God brought all of us to this group looking for someone who understands how we feel besides our family and love ones. Hang in there, it will pass...

Please don't call yourself pathetic, or stupid, or any negative words for that manner . WE start believing our own lies when we do that. Please read maxheadrooms post at the top of the page. It helped me more then even he knows, and I think it can help you too. Don't ever forget that you have all of us that want to support you and help you get through all the rough times that you go through... Please

I hate !!! Hate!!! Myself so much I hate all the bad thoughts I have not the ones about myself cause there all true but about other people I hate it!!!
Wish there was a button to push so could turn it off. I am so evil and I don't know what to do anymore I don't even mean the thoughts that come in my head I love other people especially family. It just pops in I hate me. Thanks again for all the advice just needed to vent.

Why want to keep being here when everytime I go to the mall or anywhere I see people starring and laughing and saying that I am disgusting or gross why?

I don't see an ugly person when I see you. I see a person that is in pain, someone who needs to hear positive things to see it him/herself. I know how you feel also. Have you given it thought to tell your tdoc or pdoc that you see people pointing at you and laughing at you? I'm thinking it may be part of your illness that is causing these visions and feelings. Please seek help to conquer this.

When will it ever stop I've been bullied forever just today a group of guys were laughing and saying I was basically gross I want to hide and not go out I'm Sooo tired and I'm sorry for whining when so many of you are suffering too and worse.