Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
honestly i don't know what to say at this point. or how to feel. the amount of stress, anxiety and depression that has filled within me is overwhelming. i have ever felt more alone in my life. every night i cry myself to sleep because i have no one. no one to talk to. no one to check up on me. i have no friends. i've gotten to the point where i'd rather have my old toxic friends back just so that i'm not alone. IM TIRED OF BEIGN FUCKING ALONE. IM TIRED OF EVERYBODY LEAVING. why does everyone have to leave? and why is it that when they leave they have to take a piece of my heart with them. I'll never get those pieces back. i feel unfixeable. unloveable. alone.
What you are feeling is the depression. You matter and are not alone.. you may need to change your perspectives but you do not need to be fixed, our differences make us unique.
Do you have a therapist you can talk to? They can help you sort out your feelings and help with coping skills. Be gentle with yourself. Right now there is a lot going on in the world which also adds to our everyday stress. If you need support call the suicide prevention line, They have therapists on staff and help with depression, anxiety and others issues related to everyday life and also with support during these stressful times. They also have a lot of resources.
Also keep posting and message people on DS. People here are friendly and can help support you through your difficult time. I hope you can find hope and peace.
I'm so sorry you feel this way , as Secouya says if you know anyone in zoom to talk to that could help ,maybe you should talk to your doctor who can help you and put you in contact with someone that could help .
But always remember you are never alone even if you think you are everyone on DS are so friendly who will support you at any time just do as you have done by sending a message .
Good luck and look after yourself .