Whine away. We all need to whine on occasion. It sounds like you have plenty going on right now in your life. Getting a bit of a whine out always helps me feel a little better.

I'm sorry you are having such a hard time right now. I know how hard it can be, and that desire to just "get away from it all, forever." I've been there too, and I know how strong that desire to just end it all can be. Just stick things out and things will get better. I know that sounds trite, but I have found it to be so very true. I hope you find better days arrive soon.

Annie

I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad. Don't apologize for posting or for ' whining'. You aren't whining, you are venting and that's what we all do!

I just want to tell you I really hope things get better for you soon and give you a big hug.

(((((((((((((((( COMFORTING HUGS ))))))))))))))))))))

LMT

Everyday I think of ways to kill myself that will look like it was meant to be or whatever. But I've thought of this since I was 14, tried few times . I just feel so hopeless and nothing

whining is aloud here and expected if you cant whine a little here ware can you whine lol ..............i know it isent funny ...........in my family i always seam to be the last to know not only that no one calles me much and same thing with my husband and his family and it useto realy bother me untill i relized i didnt have to deal with everyones eleses problems and it was actualy good for my depreshion so now i call when i want to talk to them and that ha been working for me no that i have changed my thinking on the subject ......................i have enough to deal with my owen stuf ..........depreshion it self is hardenough to deal with and then you get everything else piled up on top it just sinkes you under further ...........that has been my experance eneway ...............the frends i have i have to have a real conection with and i dont keep to maney and i cantrust the ones i have ..............i have never been one to have a lot of frends i had aquaintantances and then a cuple frends and i never realy cared what people thought of me i dont know why thats just me i like who i am but that doesent protect me from depreshion you would thing it would ......................i am sorry you are having such a hard time right now but it will get better i know you cant see that right now ...............i have had depreshion all my life .............and have not wanted to be here since i was 2 ..............the depreshion gets better and worse but never seames to leave altogether .................you see i belive we are here in school and we are here mostly to learn to love but also to experance life and what happenes in school when you fall you have to repeat the year well i am never ever comming back here again so i am passing this graid so i am here till the bitter end .................hang on ..............come and whine some more it is good for the spirit................i will keep you in my prayers .........god bless

I feel the same way, you aren't alone

I feel the same way all the time. Since coming back from school my friends have either moved on and forgotten about me or have plainly ignored or backstabbed me. My family thinks they have to tiptoe around me for whatever reason so I'm usually left standing on the outside staring in. Life sucks a majority of the time and I can honestly say that it sucks, but knowing that people are experiencing the same things makes me feel somewhat better. Not as much as an outcast that I feel I've let myself become.

I've also had the thoughts, though I've been trying harder to suppress them as they've come on more frequently and worse lately. Just know that you aren't alone and if you ever need to talk there are people you can talk to. Things tend to get better, or so they say, and I really hope that day comes for you soon.

I could of wrote this I'm right there in that place. I only hope you're in a better place now x

Never apologize for the need to whine. We are all entitled to do that when we need to. Whine, vent, scream, cry, whatever helps to make you feel better. We are hear to listen and do what we can to help you. I agree with the feeling of being ignored. I use to feel that I had to talk really fast before someone had the chance to cut me off. And it amazes me when people think they can talk behind other people's backs, and they aren't going to know. You are far from being a bitch, and I hope you won't let others make you feel that way. Ever.......
Hugs GB

Hugs to you all, I hope you all feel better and thanks for the advice and support.

I think a little whine is good for us. I hope it made you feel better. Don't ever be sorry about what you post. We all have that right here.

I too could have written close to what you shared.
I am so sick of being invisible and unloved.

Hang in there....we are all here
And no its not whinning. Thats why we're
members to listen and help and share.

Is there anything that I could do to help?

Just your words of kindness helps...all of you. Hugs.

well invisible I am soooo glad I read your post, cause that is exactly how I am feeling right now, not to the depression side, but will go there soon, I'm at the fighting angry stage right now, angry that my family is all a bunch of sick freaks and angry with myself for not keeping my daughter away from them.

Sorry you are feeling that way today hugs.

Lots of hugs -- felt this way many times.

I have often felt that there should be huge billboards everywhere reminding people to be nice to each other....those bumper stickers that say, mean people suck, are spot on!