Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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it's hopeless

angelite
angelite
i want to die. i want to kill myself. i am all alone and the one person who claimed he loved me says he can't deal with me and my depression anymore. how am i supposed to get better if i have no support?
deleted_user
deleted_user
you have support here x
angelite
angelite
lately it doesn't seem to be enough. i don't know what to do.
deleted_user
deleted_user
keep talking.let it out.even if it doesnt seem like it makes sense.better than keeping it in
angelite
angelite
but that's the problem. i was trying to let it out to the one person who i thought cared and now i am alone. i feel guilty that i feel this way. everyone seems to think i shouldn't, but i can't help it and they don't understand. it is not to get attention!!!! i just want to feel normal again.
deleted_user
deleted_user
people on here care,and understand.maaybe he didnt quite understand it? i know my ex didnt really get it.
angelite
angelite
but i need him to get it. before he stormed out and left he said "take you little pill and get on your little website and let them deal with you." i never knew he thought that of me. i hate myself.... i hate this.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Hope that you can find a new friend to share with and it does take a special kind of man to deal with depression - even when they do care. I am 52, and it has taken several years for my husband ( of 30 years) to get it , finally, and now he sees I really do try and I have good and bad times and that is all we can do for now it try.
deleted_user
deleted_user
maybe he just finding it difficult.maybe he just doesnt know how to help you and frustrated with himself.him saying take your pill and go on the website most probably because he knows it will help you
deleted_user
deleted_user
maybe he just finding it difficult.maybe he just doesnt know how to help you and frustrated with himself.him saying take your pill and go on the website most probably because he knows it will help you
deleted_user
deleted_user
been there-dealt w/it alone-been alone since
i know that nothing can replace him & i know u feel empty remember YOU ARE NOT since he fell in love w/u & u existed b4 he came, u exist now, & u will after he is gone. ((hugs))
deleted_user
deleted_user
Do you think something else is on his mind right now?

Do you really think what he said is what he means?

Has this ever happen before?

Maybe tomorrow he will talk to you and explain why he is really so upset.
deleted_user
deleted_user
((((HUGS))))) to you........
angelite
angelite
what i need right now is for him to come home and hold me and listen to my thoughts. i just want someone to hold me and listen, and love me, and care that i am hurting.

i am trying to feel better, but i can't help it when i'm down.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I know that it hurts
but sometimes when me and John have words it is because he had a bad day at work.
angelite
angelite
we've had a lot of outside circumstances affect our relationship that has done nothing but feed my fears and sadness. we just had an argument about it again. he is andry at me for being upset.... it is not my fault.