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What happens when you come to a place where you're at peace? And I don't mean peace in a good way. I mean peace with things always being jacked up, and you finally decided on your course of action. You came up with a plan, and decided to execute that plan. You visited loved ones & spent those last days with them & told them that you love them. You laughed & clowned around, so they will remember the good times they had with you. You wanted to leave a warm, lasting impression, and you finally told yourself, it's time to say good-bye.
Realistically speaking, I'm at a dead end. I'm tired of being on this road that leads to nowhere. I've missed my stop a long time ago, but I thought there was hope, so I kept on driving. I was hoping that one day, the road would lead me to freedom, happiness, & prosperity. I was hoping for a rescue, but I realized there is NO rescue. I feel like I'm stranded in the middle of the Atlantic surrounded by killer whales & great white sharks, and I can't get out, & no one is even looking for me. What is this talk about people will miss me when I'm gone? If I don't feel loved now, what is telling me that I should continue feeling like this? I reached out for help, but I'm always the one providing the HELP. So, what happens when the help needs help?
What has set off this episode of depression this time? Well, for starters, my providers are walking around like incompetent arrogant buttholes! They say the MOST insensitive, inconsiderate things without regard to my feelings. I am HUMAN last time I checked. But then things came full circle when my car lender advised me that if they do NOT receive a car payment by tomorrow, they will be coming for it! I just can't allow that to happen & still maintain a happy, healthy outlook on life. I know it's not the end of the world, but it would be the end of my world. There is nobody, so how would I make it to the doctors, grocery store, work (whenever I find a job), pick up medications (evidently that I seriously need), and anywhere else I need to go? I'm not on a bus line! Then, rent is super late & I'm going to be served with eviction papers next week. I can't pay anything! I can't afford to live, honestly! So, why don't I do the community a favor & say good-bye?
Realistically speaking, I'm at a dead end. I'm tired of being on this road that leads to nowhere. I've missed my stop a long time ago, but I thought there was hope, so I kept on driving. I was hoping that one day, the road would lead me to freedom, happiness, & prosperity. I was hoping for a rescue, but I realized there is NO rescue. I feel like I'm stranded in the middle of the Atlantic surrounded by killer whales & great white sharks, and I can't get out, & no one is even looking for me. What is this talk about people will miss me when I'm gone? If I don't feel loved now, what is telling me that I should continue feeling like this? I reached out for help, but I'm always the one providing the HELP. So, what happens when the help needs help?
What has set off this episode of depression this time? Well, for starters, my providers are walking around like incompetent arrogant buttholes! They say the MOST insensitive, inconsiderate things without regard to my feelings. I am HUMAN last time I checked. But then things came full circle when my car lender advised me that if they do NOT receive a car payment by tomorrow, they will be coming for it! I just can't allow that to happen & still maintain a happy, healthy outlook on life. I know it's not the end of the world, but it would be the end of my world. There is nobody, so how would I make it to the doctors, grocery store, work (whenever I find a job), pick up medications (evidently that I seriously need), and anywhere else I need to go? I'm not on a bus line! Then, rent is super late & I'm going to be served with eviction papers next week. I can't pay anything! I can't afford to live, honestly! So, why don't I do the community a favor & say good-bye?
travelgal8605
Im in love with cities Ive never been to and people Ive never met.
if you are on medication it's obviously not helping. having a car isn't keeping you happy and healthy as you say or you wouldn't be
talking or thinking about suicide.
I've seen many mangled recovering alcoholics. One tried to shoot himself but lived w/o a nose and a mouth. Another one that while drunk wandered out in front of a moving vehicle and lost both arms.
All things can be overcome with God's help. If you try to kill yourself there is no guarantee you'll make it. You might make your situation worse. Do you have a counselor or, therapist ?
so what if you go to the hospital for help- it's better than having someone commit you . If you truly are sick and tired of feeling like you do you may have to do something different than you are. Only you can make the first move. Nobody can wave a magic wand and make it happen for you. Talk to people, keep talking until you get some solutions.
God be with you.
travelgal8605
Im in love with cities Ive never been to and people Ive never met.