Grief is tough. You have support. Take deep breaths. My prayers are with you. Feel free to reach out. ♡

Can't say I've experienced the same. But I've never lost so many people in a short of time. Don't be so hard on yourself. You've been through a lot and need time to grieve. It's ok to be emotionally delicate. Lean on friends and family and you also have us here. Gentle support and hugs.

There is a bereavement group on DS. Here is a link to it:

https://www.dailystrength.org/group/bereavement

You are free to join as many groups here as you like, not a problem!

Yes, that is a lot of loss in a short period of time.

I think that there is a cumulative effect with multiple losses. I lost all my family, but over 4 years. When dad died, he was the last of my birth family, and that in and of itself was a different loss that I had to process.

If I may be so bold as to ask (and you do not owe an answer unless you feel inclined to answer), please who are the losses?

My sister was a sudden loss, but she was obese, that was likely the cause of the cause if you will. I was close but not super tight with my sister. I miss her to this day, but her passing was the easiest to process. I think I was more concerned for my parents than myself.

My mom lingered for a few years in declining health, and when she passed it was almost a blessing, but dad was very sad over that. Again I was mostly focused on taking care of dad.

When dad died, that was it. No more family that I was born into. Then it really hit me.

Keep venting. And due to the many losses over a short time, please, PLEASE, consider finding therapy.

Gentle hugs

I don't mind to share, no worry. These were my lost that happened with in the last 40 days: My first lost was my grandfather. I come from Thailand and I have been living here for almost 15 years. My second lost was Thai King, Thais have a deep love for our king as if our father because he had done so much for the country. It was a big lost and really painful. I'm very close to both of my in laws because They are only family I have in the US. After the King passed away, my mother in law was diagnose with colon cancer. She had a surgery and the last day she supposed to be release to the nursing home she had a blood Infection and almost didn't make it. I also had a big fight with my mother who I love dearly. After that, My father inlaw had a heart attack last week and was told to release home a couple days ago, and he suddenly passed away form a heart failure on the day of releasing. I was in shocked from one problem to another and my body just develop all the symptoms I mentioned above. Thank you for all the kind words, I really appreciate it.