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i hardly even know what to write. im so sick of talking about my problems and my feelings. im sick of having problems and feelings. it has to stop now! i feel so low i just dont know how to go on. how will i go to work on monday after the events of this week. i have been absolutly crushed and screwed into the ground. i need a rest. a good long rest. thats seems to be what my depression has felt like from the beginning. the great need for rest and the constant feeling like i want to go home. only there is nowhere to go.
sometimes i just want to go somewhere else. i did that on thursday night and spent the night at a friends so she could distract me. the problem is whenever i go somewhere else im still there.
I WANT TO GO HOME i feel like chuckng a wobbly and stamping my feet and screaming. why cant i have these things i long for so much. is it too much to asked for a comfortable, safe place to be?
sometimes i just want to go somewhere else. i did that on thursday night and spent the night at a friends so she could distract me. the problem is whenever i go somewhere else im still there.
I WANT TO GO HOME i feel like chuckng a wobbly and stamping my feet and screaming. why cant i have these things i long for so much. is it too much to asked for a comfortable, safe place to be?
Hugs and hope you feel better soon :)
As far as events at work, I don't know what happened, but I'm wondering, can you go back in on Monday with your held held high and not dwell on last week? Rise above it? Fake it till you make it... you may not FEEL above it, but if you can walk in that way, you may take on that feeling and it may help.
HUGS hon.